get-up-and-go

Emotion test. Don't Cheat. Smug

2008-07-17T13:02:00.000+08:00

which color is better: red, black, green, blue, or yellow? - BLACK
what’s your first initial? - A
what month is your birthday? - MAY
which color do you like more: black or white? - BLACK
name one of your friends. - TAM
pick a number: 1-100 - 28
would you like to fly or drive more? - DRIVE
do you like a lake or the ocean? - OCEAN
think of a wish, but don’t write it… - *******

--Answers--

1. If you chose:

Red: You are alert and your life is

full of love.

Black : You are conservative and

aggressive.

Green: Your soul is relaxed and you

are laid back.

Blue: You are spontaneous and love

kisses and affection from the ones you

love and give good advice to those who

are down.

Yellow - You are a very happy person.

2. If you're initial is:

A-K: You have a lot of love and

friendships in your life.

L-R: You try to enjoy your life to

the maximum & your love life is soon

to blossom.

S-Z: You like to help others and your

future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:

Jan-Mar: The year will go very well

for you and you will discover that you

fall in love with someone totally

unexpected.

April-June: You will have a strong

love relationship that will last

forever.

July-Sept: You will have a great year

and will experience a major life-

changing experience for the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great,

and eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:

Black: Your life will take you on a

different direction, it will seem hard

at times but it will be the best thing

for you, and you will be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who

completely confides in you and would

do anything for you, but you may not

realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. If it is:

1-50 you are a very lovable person and

you have a great life

More than 50 - screw the world

7. If you chose:

Flying - You like adventure.

Driving - You are a laid back person. [nasobrahan na nga eh. :))

8. If you chose:

Lake - You are loyal to your friends,

your lover, and yourself.

You are very reserved but emotional.

Ocean - You are spontaneous and like

to please people sometimes.

9. This wish will come true only if

you repost this with the title:

EMOTION TEST, DONT CHEAT

Do guys think you're sexy?

2008-07-14T19:32:00.000+08:00

DO GUYS THINK YOU‘RE SEXY? Take this quiz to find out.

1. At your friend's birthday bash, a cute guy proudly shows you his best party trick. You react by:

A. One upping him and tying a cherry stem in a knot with your tongue.
B. Laughing and saying "You are clearly a man with a lot of talent."
C. Clapping and saying, "Bravo!"

2. What DVD do you and a date pick up to watch?

A. Who cares? You're not really gonna just sit through the whole movie.
B. Match Point, you can practically feel the heat coming off the TV screen.
C. Shrek (any sequel), a sweet love story that won't make you uncomfortable while watching it.

3. The raciest question a guy has asked you is:

A. Can you get the bartender's attention for me?
B. How did you get into pants so tight? Or better still how do I get in?
C. Seriously, are you a model?

4. After a break up you decide to scope for a fling on the web. Your web profile features:

A. Three pictures from a camping trip, mostly with a couple of friends.
B. A picture of you and your girlfriends at a pub & one of you in a swimsuit.
C. A home video of you auditioning for the Pussycat Dolls.

5. The late night sms you're most likely to get is:

A. My pal Akash was totally in 2 u and wants to meet up with you.
B. Can't stop thinking about ur hot body. Can I come over? BadBoy.
C. Sleep tight, sweet dreams. Mum.

SCORING
1. a-2 b-1 c-0 2. a-2 b-1 c-0 3. a-0 b-2 c-1 4. a-0 b-1 c-2 5. a-1 b-2 c-0

7-10 points PRO PROVOCATEUER

Easy there hot stuff. Your online profile is steaming hot. Also by wearing tissue thin tops and skin tight jeans what's transparent is your need for guys to feed your ego. It's great to feel and be sexy, but psychologists say that when you put it all out and leave nothing to the imagination, guys don't try to get to know you on a deeper level. So tone it down a little bit. You will gain control over how to attract the right man. Coz, power is always sexy.

4-6 points SEXY CHALLENGE
When it comes to attracting guys, you are a vixen. You know you only need to use coy to convey your sexy allure. You are that self assured woman that automatically attracts men with her confidence. So baby, you've got the reins when it comes to men. And they are bound to come trailing after you.

0-3 points 1-FRISKY FRAIDY CAT.
You are a mountain of modesty and cool, but like the Everest guys wonder how to navigate you. To unearth the molten lava inside, think of three sexy things about yourself, and call them to mind to feel sexy and desirable. Get into the mood by cranking up some upbeat songs. Soon a sexy persona will be second nature.

Source: http://www.wavemag.com.np/issue/article2745.html

Walaaaaaaa. As you can see, this is the result when boredom strikes. Napunta lang ako bigla sa site na 'to at ayun, sinubukan ko naman. Baliiiw. Ignore this post. Super non-sense. Haha!

1.B-1
2.B-1
3.B-2
4.A-0
5.C-0

Total: 4. I am a sexy challenge. LOL.

Associate Editor-in-Chief

2008-07-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

Yabang ba? Haha. Ayon, nakuha ko yung position sa Crow [School's Newspaper] na Associate Editor-in-Chief. Masaya ako kahit di sakin napunta yung position na Editor-in-Chief :) May maganda kasing dahilan. Akala nga ni Ms. Fides, nagtatampo ako sakaniya kasi di daw ako pumupunta ng Guidance Office. Eh ayon, madami lang talaga akong ginawa for the past few days. Pero di ako nagtatampo. Ayos pa nga sakin yun eh. :) Sinabi ni Ms. Fi na may dahilan kung bakit ako nilagay sa position na yun. Syempre nagustuhan ko talaga yung reason. :) Kung ano yun? Sikreto muna. Haha!

Last Monday, nag oath taking kami. Dun din lumabas yung secret positions designated for the Crow members. Here it is:

Editor-in-Chief: Janica Borja
Associate Editor-in-Chief: Allelie Reyes
News Editor: Gail Diola
Feature Editor: Badeth
Literary Editor: Katrina Malicay
Sports Editor: Julius Solis
Layout/Art Editor: Eric Tria

The rest are writers. :) Writers din namin ang mga nasa Creative Writers' Club. :)

What Major Is Right For Me :)

2008-07-10T15:26:00.000+08:00

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as English/Journalism/Comm

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Communication, English, Film, Journalism, Literature, or Writing.

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

English/Journalism/Comm

88%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

81%

Visual&PerformingArts

81%

HR/BusinessManagement

69%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

69%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

69%

Education/Counseling

63%

Religion/Theology

56%

Psychology/Sociology

50%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

44%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

31%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

31%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

31%

Mathematics/Statistics

13%

Nice. :) It's obvious that I'm a verbal person and i hate Math. Haha!

The first five courses shown above are the courses I really do prefer taking up in college. But which one? :|

My Heart.

2008-07-09T20:01:00.000+08:00

A few months back, I took a certain test. It was all about "what my heart is feeling." This was the result:

Your Heart is Feeling Broken

Your heart is pretty much destroyed right now, and it's hard for you to think of anything else.You are in deep despair, and sometimes it feels like you will never love again.Your hear may be at its lowest point right now. Things can only get better from here.Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Being swept away by the wrong personYour current outlook on love: You find yourself wondering if love is ever worth itYour love life will improve if you: Take a lot of steps back. You're in no shape to fall in love right now.Watch out for: Anyone who may try to take advantage of your fragile state.

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

And awhile ago, I took the same test again. :) Here is the result:.

Your Heart is Feeling Safe

Right now, all is good with your heart. And you intend on keeping it that way.
Whether you're deeply in love or just looking, you know that your heart will be taken care of.
You never risk your heart too much, but you don't hold it back either. You know who to trust your heart with.

Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Getting a little too comfortable

Your current outlook on love: Calm and future oriented

Your love life will improve if you: Treat other people's hearts the way you expect yours to be treated

Watch out for: Taking the people you're dating for granted

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

Futsal Shoes

2008-07-06T16:24:00.000+08:00

Didn't have much time to post last week so this is kinda old already.

Last June 28, 2008, I bought my new Futsal shoes @ Robinsons Galleria. My grandmother and my pamangkin, Kirsten were with me. We went to 3 different malls just to find this shoes. Yeah, so exhausting. We were worn out when we got home. Haha!

Okay, so I'm currently loving this Nike Tiempo Air Ronaldinho Rival shoes. :) Sir Martin has it too but in a different color (Black and white). He was calling me teammate last Tuesday because of it. :)

The one in the picture is the exact item I have here. So what do you think?

<3 Football & Futsal. :)

Prom. as in Praaaaaaaammm!

2008-06-29T14:40:00.000+08:00

Hindi na ako magpapaligoy ligoy pa. Ang artikulo na ito ay handang tumanggap ng mga suwestiyon/komento mula sa kahit na sino. Uulitin ko, mula sa kahit na sino.

Ano bang magandang prom theme?
Ang naisip kasi namin nung isang taon ay GlamRock. Siyempre mas okay kung may pinagpipilian. Tulong naman o. :)

Sponsors :) Kinakailangan din namin ng mga sponsors. Sabihin niyo naman sakin kung anong mga maayos na kunin na sponsors. Kailangang kailangan talaga yan.

Venue :) Ano bang magandang place? May nagustuhan kasi kami, yung The Glass Garden at Manila Pavillion. Eh ano pa?

Photographers! I'm calling the attention of all the photographers. We badly need YOU. PM me, alright? O kung may kakilala ka, paki PM sakin ang contact number. Salamat.

Printing Press. Kung may alam kayong printing press na gumagawa ng magazines, tarpaulin/banners at invitations sabihin niyo lang po sakin. Nais kong magestimate. :)

Proffesional Video Editors. Nadala na ako kaya gusto ko propesiyonal talaga pero sa mababang halaga lang. mga tipong sulit. Ang dami kong napanood na prom sa cd kaso puro palpak ang pagkaka edit at tumatalon yung cd. TSK! Walang kwenta. Kaya patulong naman o. Hanap hanap. :)

P.S. Kasama na din yun sa videos. Kumukuha ng footage sa prom. :)

Sounds:
1) Music. Sabihin niyo sa akin ang mga magagandang kanta para sa prom.
2) DJ. Baka may kakilala kayo na magaling. iPM ako. :)
3) Band. Ano bang okay na banda? Ang suwestiyon kasi ng aking mga kaklase ay Parokya ni Edgar, Urbandub at Not So Fast.
4) Emcee. Yung mgaling mag emcee ng ganitong event, please lang. iPM ako.

Lights.

Prom Dates Baka may kakilala kayo na available para maging prom date. Babae man o lalaki. Kailangan namen [?] Paki send yung pictures at contact numbers. Kung ikaw naman mismo yun, sige lang. Send mo yung picture at contact number mo sakin.

for my contact details, PM me nalang. :)

IMY VAnilla. :)

2008-06-26T16:51:00.000+08:00

You are a Vanilla shake

Vanilla, yes, but definitely not boring.
You are subtly complex and deeply sophisticated.

You're the type of person who has always been ahead of their time.
You don't fall for gimmicks or tricks. You are drawn to what's true.

I took this test and I remember my Vanilla.

IMY VanillaBea [Bea Dela Cruz] :p

bored. blogthings. :)

2008-06-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You like to think of yourself as a fairly modest person. And it's true that you don't talk yourself up... but you're also pretty happy with who you are.

You are a pretty cautious person. You look before you leap, and you don't leap often. There's a bit of a wild child within you, but it doesn't get out often.

You are a somewhat open minded person, but deep down you're fairly conservative. You don't like trying new things very much. And if you do find something new you like, you stick with it.

You are a natural multitasker. You feel alive when you're doing more than one thing at a time.

You are a serious and contemplative person. You definitely do your own thing in life.

The Ice Cream Personality Test

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.

Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.

You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.

Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.

You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.

Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.

A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

Allelie:

Your Biblical Name Is...

Efrosini Kazia

You will live to see the end of times.

What's Your Biblical Name?

You Belong in Generation Y

You fit in best with people born between 1982 and 2001.

You are cooperative, flexible, and adaptable.

You know the world changes quickly, and you're eager to change with it.

You are socially responsible, forward thinking, and open minded.

What Generation Do You Belong In?

Your Psyche is Blue

You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you.

By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go.

While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side.

When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you

When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding

What Color Is Your Psyche?

You Should Wear Plum Lip Gloss

Sassy, seductive, and a little dangerous.

What Color Lip Gloss Should You Wear?

You Are a Meaty Sundae

Wacky, savory, and unconventional.

You're an "acquired taste"... no doubt about it!

What Kind of Sundae Are You?

You Are a Chimera

You are very outgoing and well connected to many people.

Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others.

You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others.

You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Your Love Type: ENTJ

The Executive

In love, you seek relationships that you can grow and learn from.

For you, sex should always be exciting and experimental.

Overall, you are bright, energetic, and helpful.

However, you tend to be challenging and confrontational.

Best matches: INTP and ISTP

What's Your Love Type?

...

2008-06-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)

The Bottom Line

Trust yourself -- even if you make a mistake, it will be one that will teach you.

In Detail

Making choices about your life based on what you think other people want you to do is not only unhealthy, it's unwise. No one knows what is best for you better than you yourself, so stop listening to the know-it-alls who just love to hear themselves talk. Trust yourself -- even if you make a mistake, it will be one that will teach you an important lesson. It'll also help you avoid that same pitfall next time. Independent thinking is not only healthy -- it is wise!

***

I always believe that everytime I have a problem, it's God's way of teaching me how to be a stronger person than yesterday. Sabi nga ni Kuya Jack sa akin, "God will never give you something you cannot bear." at hanggang ngayon dala dala ko pa din yung sinabi niya na yun kasi alam ko na totoo.

Naranasan mo na ba makasakit ng iba ng hindi mo nalalaman? Naranasan mo na ba maguilty sa isang bagay pero alam mo hindi naman sayo talaga nanggaling yung nalalaman nila? Ako kasi oo. Ang hirap. Hindi ako makatulog kakaisip kung paano ko ipapaliwanag kung ano man yung mga dapat kung ipaliwanag. Masyado na nga siguro akong nagiging careless. Sana malagpasan ko din to as much as possible. :|

amelia :)

2008-04-14T18:34:00.003+08:00

waaaw. naaadik ako dito kay Amelia Than-Aye :) ang ganda niya no? sa ibang picture niya, may hawig siya ng onti kay Bianca King (first pic). pero gawd! mas maganda siya kay Bianca. dibaaaa? isa siyang Australian Model ;p

dino's foam party

2008-04-12T22:17:00.005+08:00

Commercial:

Happy Birthday Dino Kilates XD

Dino Imperial and James Caunan

ayun, hindi pa niya birthday pero kagabe siya nagcelebrate. Sa Jaipur ;) pano ko nalaman? uh. nakareceive ako ng email mula sa Jaipur. haha. eto o:

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wag niyo nalang pansinin yung James Caunan, haha. epal lang yun. :) fis james! uh. si james yung ... basta tga ALLS yan before. :p tska wag niyong pansinin yung date sa picture. epal lang yun. hahaha.

walang taong hindi demonyo

2008-04-11T22:32:00.005+08:00

madameng sinasabe ang mga tao na imposibleng mangyare. pero para sakin, lahat posible. tayo lang nagbibigay ng limitasyon sa sarili naten pero ang totoo we are all capable of doing a lot of things even the things that are beyond our "limitations". mas naniniwala kase ako na tayo lang nagseset ng limitations sa sarili naten kase tayo yung nagsasabe ng 'imposible' at 'hindi ko kaya' sa sarili naten. dibaaa?

uh. white lies. XD

ikaw, nagawa mo na bang magsinungaling kase kailangan? o dahil sa tingin mo tama lang na gawin mo yun? o kahit sa dahilan na may mga bagay na kailangan itago at yun nalang yung paraan na alam mo para hindi nalang lumala lahat? kahit alin dyan at oo ang sagot mo ...

... parehas pala tayo.

kung bibilangin lahat ng white lies ko, siguro kulang pa ang mga daliri mo sa kamay kung ikaw ay isang pugita na may limang daliri kada kamay at idagdag pa natin ang mga kuko mo. *sigh* madalas kase akong maipit sa mga sitwasyon na hindi ko naman ginusto na mangyare pero nangyayare (pero okay lang, natututo naman ako) tulad nalang ngayon. pero syempre di ko ibubuking yung sarili ko. naguumpisa pa lang ang kasinungalingan ko at hindi ko na gawain na magumpisa ng isang bagay na hindi ko tatapusin. pero atleast may dalawa akong pinagkakatiwalaan na nakakaalam ng totoo. (Kilala na nila kung sino sila, di na kailangan banggitin pa ang pangalan dahil alam kong may mga sadyang makukulit na tao na paaaminin sila once na makilala sila.)

naiinis ako kapag may taong hindi makagets ng ineemphasize ko. sa ngayon, madame akong kilalang ganyan. di nila nauunawaan na pinahihirapan lang nila ang sarili nila sa kakapilit ng isang bagay sa taong ayaw magpapilit. ako pa naman yung klase ng tao na kung ayoko, ayoko. PERIOD.

masyado nga ba talaga akong matigas o nagmamatigas? hindi ko alam. pero tulad ng karamihan at tulad ng mga taong nagsasabe ng 'imposible' at 'di ko kaya', may isineset din ako sa utak ko kase hanggang dun lang ang gusto ko. hindi ko na kailangan pang pakialaman o maki ayon sa gusto ng iba sa mga issue na 1.) wala naman talaga silang alam 2.) may concern sa future ko. 3.) hindi naman kasama sa mga choices ko.

wala naman akong utang sakanila para maki ayon sa gusto nilang mangyare lalung lalo na sa kahihinatnan ng buhay ko. hindi nako bata at basta kalaro lang nila. vulnerable ako sa kahit anong klaseng pain at aware ako dun kaya mas maingat ako ngayon kumpara dati. at ngayon, gusto ko desisyon ko. ayoko din naman kase dumating ang araw na may sinisisi nakong kaibigan dahil sinunod ko yung kagustuhan nila kahit alam kong hindi ko yun gusto.

makikinig ako pero buhay ko parin to, ako padin ang masusunod. sana hindi panghimasukan kahit sobrang close pa naten. kase kahit napagdaanan mo/niyo pa ito, hindi mo/niyo parin EXACTLY alam ang pakiramdam ko.

shucks. bat ko ba sinasabe to? hahaha. tsk. napunta nako dito. nu ba yan. *sigh* pero atleast nasabe ko. tumbukin niyo nalang kung sinu-sino yung mga involve.

CLUE: madame. at madalas na nakakasama ko maliban sa pamilya. :D

****

masaya ako sa 'okay lang' na buhay ko ngayon. wala lang trip ko lang sabihin. hahaha. may future talaga ako sa pagiging philosopher no? hahaha.

bago ko pa maipost to. inabot nako ng 1:33AM dito. haha. naudlot kase kchat namen tita ko. *yawn* ge, antok nako. :p

burning up.

2008-04-09T22:59:00.005+08:00

"Scar tissue is stronger than regular tissue. Realize the strength, move on.”

WARNING: Before ako magsimula, gusto ko lang ipaalam sayo na, iPAUSE mo na agad yung music sa left side mo. oo, yung kay rihanna. kase may magpplay dito na song automatically. kaya kung ayaw mong matorete o marinde, dali! ipause mo na.

Joe's baby picture ;)

o yan. natripan ko ipost, ang cute kase eh. hahaha. dibaaaaa? XD

kanina pa akong 6am nakaonline. wala din naman akong ginawa kundi magpabalik balik sa lahat ng accounts ko. Friendster, MySpace, Facebook, Tagged, IMEEM, YouTube, Multiply, CandyMag Online, Justin.tv at kung anu ano pang site na may account ako. =p inadik ko kase ngayong bakasyon ang pagbisita at pagsign up sa kung anu-anong website. obvious naman diba? haha.

shucks. ang baet talaga ng rookie of the year (band).

hmmm. tama si Katrina na dapat magusap ang dalawa o higit pang tao kapag may hindi pagkakaintindihan kase hindi talaga nila malalaman yung side ng isat isa. naalala ko lang kase yung sa Witch of Portobello. meron dun na naghiwalay si Athena tska yung asawa niya. tas akala nung asawa niya okay lang kay Athena na maghiwalay sila kase hindi niya nakitaan si Athena ng pagkalungkot o pagkahinayang sa relationship nila. Hinayaan lang ni Athena na magkahiwalay sila. tasbasta alam ko sa huli sinabe ni Athena (pagkatapos ng ilang taong paghihiwalay) na natuto kase siyang magrieve in silence. tas super saket pala talaga kay Athena yun kase mahal niya talaga yung asawa niya at ama pa din daw yun ng anak nilang si Viorel. Si Viorel daw ang bunga ng pagmamahal niya para dun sa asawa niya. awww. sayang. tsk!

onga pala, nagtry ako sa quiz box ng mga tests. eto yung mga results :)

Eto yung pambungad nila bago ako magtake ng test:

Some people have grown up without really knowing their own personality. Most people think only of the good side of their personality and try to forget about their negative. Answer the following questions to see what kind of personality you have; and after this test, we can have a look about the style of love that suits you.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

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analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you.

You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible.

You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light.

You do want to be taken seriously, right? Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

****

analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

****
analysis:
Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

****

badtrip. bat ang bagal ng internet ngayon? nakakinis magpost. sige, saka ko nalang itutuloy yung pagpopost ng quiz box test results ko. tsk! gawd! ganda nung song no? yung cringe or smile ng better than toast. :)

around the world

2008-04-05T19:30:00.002+08:00

this is KEWL! hahahaha. nagkakaroon nako ng madaming madaming kaibigan sa ibang bansa, mukang di nako mahihirapan maghanap ng mga kaibigan pagnagumpisa nakong umalis ng bansa. plano na talaga kase ni mommy na dapat umalis alis nako ng Pilipinas paminsan minsan. tsk! haha. *sigh*

nakakagulat talaga ang MySpace. nakakamangha. ngayong bakasyon ko lang narealize yung kagandahan ng site na yun. HAHA! amp. parang totoo na nga yung sinasabe nila na 'friendster sucks compared to MySpace'. aww. hmmm. ayun, pagbukas ko ng MySpace, puro invitation ng iba't ibang banda sa US. tas pinaccheck sakin yung mga kanta nila. ayus! okay sakin yung mga kanta ng rookie of the year tska nakalimutan ko yung pangalan ng ibang banda e. sosyal nga e. pati Urbandub ininvite ako XD. katuwa.

may kchat ako ngayon. Mylene yung name niya. tas naikwento ko nga sakaniya yung mga invitations tas biglang luminya na bihira lang daw mangyare yun. tas sabe pa 'its because you're pretty'. aww. flattered naman ako. haha!

excited nako mag April 8 ;) uh. bastaaaa.

you just don't know it yet.

2008-04-04T23:53:00.002+08:00

Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a
trail. -- Ralph Waldo Emerson

woa. ilang days din akong di nakapagpost. HAHA! kahit online ako araw araw (simula umaga hanggang hating gabi), di ko magawang magpost at minsan minsan nalang ako nakakapagYM. hmm. actually, marame na ngang naccurious kung sino si Joe.

uh. initials: J.A.J. hmm. he's my superman ;) (sabe nga ni ver, parehas na kameng may superman). yun nga lang, kamuka tlga ni Clark Kent yung akin =p uh. siya lang naman yung taong pinagkakaabalahan ko simula nung mga nakalipas na araw. at yung first at second name niya, galing sa bible.so si katrina *gemini alam kung anong meron kapag yung name nasa bible. haha.

so yun. actually, ayoko muna talaga magbigay ng info. =p pero eto na, nakakaawa naman yung palaging nagsasabi sakin ng 'leche' eh. hahaha. uh. si ver pa lang nakakaalam nung ibang info. =p

nakakatuwa na marami agad nagaassume na kame ni Joe. pero mas madame parin ang confused. ang totoo... *beep*.. hahahaha. di ko padin sasabihin sainyo yung status. kase mas okay yung ganon. mas napapangalagaan yung "privacy" lalo na yung sakaniya.

Survey #1:

1.Who took most of your pictures?
* me.
2.Exactly what are you wearing right now?
* a summer dress
3.What is your current problem?
* idk
4.Who makes you happy most of the time?
* joe. he never failed to make me smile ;)
5.What's the name of the song your listening to?
* please be mine [joe is singing it to me right now :)]

****

Chapter 1: ABOUT YOU:

1.NiCKNAME?
* leli. lelay. lia
2.Eye color?
* dark brown
3.Fingernails' color?
* royal purple.
4.Height?
* 5’5”

Chapter 2:FAMILY

1.Do you live with your parent(s)?
* yes
2.Do you get along with your parents?
* not really.
3.Are your parents chill?
* WTH? do i look like i care? lol. idk.
4.Do you have any Siblings?
* yep.

Chapter 3:FAVORITE S

1.Ice CreAM?
* kahlil brown with tiny marshmallows.
2.tv show you've been watching since your vacation started?
* CSI:NY, Shaun the sheep. (sana may heroes at lost na ulit)
3.Book?
*im currently reading the Witch of Portobello of Paulo Coelho. But so far, Tuesdays with Morrie is my all-time favorite ;)
4.Band?
* many to mention. it includes joe's band. (with his crazy fans. lol)
5.Food?
* uh? cinammon roll with chocolate dip.
6.Drink(s)?
* caramel frappe
7.Pen color?
* black.
8.Store?
* many to mention.
9.Favorite number?
* 28

Chapter 4: DO YOU

1.Write on the palm of your hand?
* never.
2.flirt?
* ye. haha! with joe.
3.Believe in love?
*oh gawd! of course i am.
4.Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
* yes.

Chapter 5: HAVE YOU

1.Kissed someone in the past 48 hours?
* yes. my Dad. ;)
2.If so...where?
* living room. when he came in our house from work ;)
3.Had PHYSICAL therapy?
* nah.
4.Gotten surgery?
* nah. never been in a hospital (except when i was born. duh?)
5.Taken painkillers?
* YES.
6.Overdosed on pain killers?
* nah.
7.Been stung by a bee?
* nah. i'm not that stupid.

Chapter 6: WHO/WHAT WAS THE LAST

1.Person to text you?
* nicholas. joe's brother.
2.Thing you touched?
* mouse before this keyboard (like genevieve's answer)
3.Thing you said?
*you guys are funny.

****

--Honest Section

1. Honestly, WHO's on your mind??
Joe. ;)
2. Honestly, what are you doing right now??
Answering this survey while talkin' to joe. (oh man!this costs him a lot. HAHA! long distance call, man.)
3. Honestly, who is your best friend or close friends?? too many to mention.
4. Honestly, have you done something bad today?? idk. is pigging out for my fave food counted?

5. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel??
Of course. duh? Frankie's channel ;)
6. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone??
Joe.
7. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now??
Ye. crap! chelsea. lol. i love you girl.
8. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time??
People who are trying to piss me off all the time.
9 . Honestly, do you bite your nails?? No.
10. Honestly, do you want to talk to someone at this very moment??
I'm now talking to that someone ;)
11. Honestly, are you keeping a secret right now??
Yes, I am.
12 . Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like??
She's not my friend if ever. lol
13. Honestly, are you in denial??
uh-huh.
14. Honestly, do you like anyone??
yea.
15. Honestly, does anyone like you??
i guess so.

--Anger Section

1. What do you do when you're mad?? keep quiet.
2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad??
almost killed my enemy. lol.
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad??
Yes, several times.
4. Do you swear when you're mad??
I don't. I don't like shit talking.

--CRYING SECTION

1. When was the last time you really cried??
November 2007.
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep??
Nah.
3. What usually makes you cry??
idk. or i just can't remember.

--Happy Section

1. Are you usually a happy person??
hmm. maybe. lol.
2. What makes you happy??
random things/situations. there's a lot of reason to be happy in my case. :)
3. Does being with your friends make you happy??
Most of the time. I love being with them.
4. Do you believe in yourself??
capital Y-E-S.
5. When people say they think you are good-looking/ pretty, do you get happy??
Who wouldn't? ;)

****

1) Single, Taken, or Flirt
* i'm not telling. haha. =p
2) Are you happy with that?
* Hell yeah. :))
3) Would you still kiss your ex?
* no.
4) Have you ever been heart broken?
* several times.
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
* uh-huh. lol.
6 ) Do you love the person with you right now?
* probably yes. but ...
7) Have you ever talked about marriage? With whom?
*i guees so. uh. with my friends?
8 ) Do you want children in the future?
* yep, after marriage ;)
9) How many?
* 2-4.
10) If someone like you right now(not your boyfriend/girlfriend ), what would you want them to tell you?
* something sweet?
11) Do you want someone you can't have?
* yes. *sigh*
12) Do you regret breaking up with your last boyfriend?
No. We're better off this way.
13) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
* uh-huh.
14) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
* no. i will never change for someone. if that someone truly understands and love me, s/he won't try to change me.
15) Is it a good day?
* as usual.
16) Have you ever broken a heart before?
*i won't deny it. YES.
17) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
* idk. i don't care anymore.
18.) How many has viewed your profile?
* idk. im too lazy to check it. lol
19) Do you believe in long distance relationship?
*in my case right now, yes.

tapos na. haha. at inaantok nadin ako. =p next time na matripan ko magpost nalang ulit. uh. nga pala, may bago akong blog. entry ko yun sa CandyMag. wala lang. gusto ko sumali eh. =p pero yun, under construction pa lang siya kaya next time ko nalang sasabihin yung url. :)

can't stop this kind of addiction

2008-03-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

*sigh* pagsinimulan ko ng magblogthings, di ko na talaga matigilan. :)) ive been doing this since then. actually, puro results na nga ng blogthings tong computer ko. nakasave lahat sa notepad. =p di ko alam, siguro gusto ko yung feeling ng umaagree ako sa results ng tests. hahaha. mas naeemphasize kase na i know myself better :) so eto na yung results ng mga kinuha kong tests today:

Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential

You are precise, orderly, and realistic.
You tend to get to the point and get things done.

Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step.
Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines.

What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out.
You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

Nakakatawa. Ayoko nga ng deadlines eh :p tas parang hindi naman ako nagffollow sa step by step chuva. pero yung mga natira, tama.

Your Chocolate Easter Bunny Personality

You know what you want in life and how to get it.
You're not going to waste time or let yourself be meek
Whether it's chocolate, money, or power...
You take what you can get, and you act quickly.
You have a lot of energy, and people sometimes scared by your determination.
Not that you care what other people think. You're not going to apologize for who you are.

The Easter Bunny Quiz

This is definitely TRUE. ewan ko, siguro nakikita ko talaga yung sarili ko na ganyan ako.

Your Heart is Red and Purple

Your heart is strong and powerful.
You are dominant, competent, and brave.
You bring order and support to relationships.
You're good at being the one in control.

What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

Tama? kase feeling ko din madalas ako na yung may control sa relationship. pero minsan, isang sigaw lang tameme nako. wahahaha. =p

You Are Spearmint Flavored Gum

You are a mystery to most people, even your friends.

Cool and a bit aloof, you tend to be a bit removed from the world.
And while you keep to yourself, you're no shrinking violet.

You have a strong personality, and you'll speak your mind when the time is right.

You are competent in all aspects of life. You're attractive, successful, and charming.

Many people want to be your friend, but you consider few people to be your true friends.

What Flavor Gum Are You?

totoo yung i speak my mind when the time is right. pero minsan din hinde pero madalas na ganon ako. :))

Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present.

For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt.

You attract others with your joy and passion.

Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate.

Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.

And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.

You connect best with: Wood

Avoid: Water

You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

What Element Is Your Love?

No comment. =p

What A Lily Says About You

You are playful, flirty, and friendly.

You can easily light up a room... or someone's heart.

Your unique personality attracts a lot of attention!

What Do The Flowers You Pick Say About You?

eto, yung tatlong tests na may flowers, yan ako lahat. =p

What An Iris Says About You

You are incredibly hopeful and courageous.

Even when you've been challenged in life, you have faith that everything will work out.

Your feelings run deep, and you are a very grateful person.

What Do The Flowers You Pick Say About You?

What These Tulips Say About You

You are very popular and universally admired.

You are often hopelessly in love, and you connect to other people easily.

You are a naturally cheerful and upbeat person. You have an amazing smile.

What Do The Flowers You Pick Say About You?

You Are a Bloody Mary

You're a fairly serious drinker, who's experimented a lot with different drinks.
You're a drunk, but a stable drunk. You don't ever let your drinking get out of control.

What Mixed Drink Are You?

Di ko alam pero totoo yung i dont get out of control when im drinking.

You Are a Maze

You can be confusing, tiring, and deceptive. But at the end of it all, you're sweet.

You believe there are many ways to get to an answer...
And you are willing to explore every single one of them!

What Kind of Puzzle Are You?

pucha. nalaman pa yun? hahaha. siguro.

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.

You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.

Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.

All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

yan ako ngayon. =p two thumbs up.

You Are Upper Class

Class isn't always about money, and you've at least got the brains, manners, and interests of an upper class person.

You don't have a trashy bone in your body, and you don't pretend to be someone you're not.

You're comfortable with your station in life, and class issues don't really bother you.

The finest things in life are within your reach, and you're comfortable enjoying them.

You may end up: A business leader, corporate lawyer, or philanthropist

Other people who share your class: Bill Gates, Oprah, former world leaders like Bill Clinton, and those reclusive billionaires no one ever talks about.

What Class Are You?

yess. :)

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...

One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though

You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

simple. narealize ko mas okay ang simple. mas attractive =p (pero worried ako na baka trying hard ako sa pagiging simple. kase minsan DAW kahit simple na lahat lahat parang hindi padin mukhang simple. gets? tsk.)

You Are Uptown

You are classy, cultured, and well educated. You are an expert on the finer things in life.

Your city girl persona loves all of the opportunities a city offers. But only in the best neighborhoods.

Are You An Uptown Girl or Downtown Girl?

I don't believe na nagwwork lang yun sa best neighborhoods. pero alam ko yung finer thing in life di lang ako sure kung expert ako dun =p

What Allelie Means

A is for Artistic
L is for Lively
L is for Legendary
E is for Easy
L is for Loving
I is for Insane
E is for Energetic

What Does Your Name Mean?

panira yung insane eh. hahaha. siguro, minsan. tsk.

You Are An Attention Seeker

You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then.

You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing.

And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement.

You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine.

You come across as: Friendly and interesting

People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are!

Are You An Attention Whore?

uh? okaaaay? hahaha. totoong totoo na i hate to be known for the wrong thing. sino ba naman ang may gusto diba? haha.

You Are 37% Borderline

You're a little moody, but you probably don't have a borderline personality.

Everyone has their ups and downs. Just don't make too much of them.

Do You Have a Borderline Personality?

bwahaha. yes! wala akong borderline [personality] disorder(?) basta. not sure sa tawag. pero bastaaa. haha.

You Are Italian Food

Comforting yet overwhelming.
People love you, but sometimes you're just too much.

What Kind of Food Are You?

im too much what? :)) tsss.

What Your Purple Outfit Means

You're urban and classy, but you never dress boring.

You tend to prefer high quality items that are a little funky.

Upscale and expressive, people tend to admire you from afar.

Designer match: Nicole Miller

Signature accessory: A pretty shawl

How Your Favorite Outfit Tells What Kind of Girl You Are

:) partly true.

Your Inner Eye Color Is Brown

You're smart, thoughtful, and the ideal woman for most men

You are kind and easy to trust. Men open up to you like no one else.

It's this inner warmness that attracts guys - and makes you an instant soulmate.

What Color Eyed Woman Are You Really?

lately, narealize ko na tama to. yaak. hahaha. hinde, madame kase biglang nagopen up sakin ng kung anu ano na lalaki. may baliw pa nga e. haha =p

You Are Agnostic

God? Religion? Maybe... you're just not sure.

You're still figuring out your spiritual path... or figuring out you really don't care.

You believe that no one really can know the true story about religion or God.

So you might as well relax a little. You'll go crazy trying make sense of it all.

Are You an Atheist, Agnostic or a Believer?

Agnostic pala talaga ko no? tsk. pero its better in the middle, sa tingin ko. nagkaroon kase ako ng own beliefs.

You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer

"We saved the world. I say we have to party."

What Superheroine Are You?

Yes! tuwang tuwa naman ako kase atlast bampira ako! wuhoo! tapos ganyan pa. sayaaa :D

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.

You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...

Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.

To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

Sobrang totoo to. simula sa una hanggang sa huli, totoo. :)

Your Emoticon is Cool

You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

yea. that's me.

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.

You focus on living a quality life.

You're not easily impressed with novelty.

Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

ha? ewan ko. siguro. pero mas alanganin ako dun sa 'traditional'. hehe.

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.

You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.

Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

uh? di naman. medyo dreamer lang. hehe. pero siguro nostalgic nga ako. hehe.

You Are a Colon

You are very orderly and fact driven.

You aren't concerned much with theories or dreams... only what's true or untrue.

You are brilliant and incredibly learned. Anything you know is well researched.

You like to make lists and sort through things step by step. You aren't subject to whim or emotions.

Your friends see you as a constant source of knowledge and advice.

(But they are a little sick of you being right all of the time!)

You excel in: Leadership positions

You get along best with: The Semi-Colon

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

okaaay? sana nga no? haha.

ay alam mo ba, minsan di ko inaaccept yung ibang tests? kase ayoko nung results. hindi sa panget, siguro hindi ko pa siya kayang tanggapin. na alam kong ako yun pero hindi ko pa matanggap sa sarili ko. gets? tsk. in denial. siguro ganon ako, ayokong magfocus masyado sa mga pangit na bagay kase hindi naman talaga okay na magfocus sa mga pangit na bagay diba? yun.

my space =p

2008-03-23T21:32:00.001+08:00

maybe its time to stop holding on to the people we've lost,and start turning to
the ones we have right now. --lex luther

aaw. i miss BATCHE already. =p kaya medyo hapet ako sa lakaran ngayon. gusto ko naman umalpas sa bahay nato kahit minsan. hahaha. 4th year nako. :)

osige, eto na. :))

nagmyspace ulit ako kanina. tas yun, madame na naman akong nakilala sa chat room. kung sinu sino. hahaha. nakakawindang nga kase kahit saan ako magpuntang chat room ang tanong sakin 'so how is it in cali?' o kaya 'hows cali?' or 'i miss california, allelie.' tae. muka ba talaga akong tga california? hahahaha. ayosss. :))

tapos napagusapan dun sa forum yung rock climbing. edi naki ek ek ako dun. tas ayun, pinagpipilitan nung dalawa dun na ninja ako kase marunong ako mag climb. hahaha. kamusta naman? amp. haha. pinagawayan pa si tom cruise. wala tuloy akong masabe kundi 'lol'. laughtrip.

tas meron akong nakausap na dalawang lalaki. yung isa, 14 yrs old tga las vegas, nevada yung isa 18 yrs. old pero nkalimutan ko kung san nakatira. tas yun. yung 18 yrs old si zild tas yung 14yrs. old si Dennis. cool silang kausap. hahaha. medyo nakakapraning lang. cool kase nakikiride sila sa trip ko. tas talagang may 'allelie. bla bla bla' pa talaga pagkinakausap nila ko. aaww. =p naging topic namin ang skating, death metal, music, rock bands, ang Philippines ultimo weather. hahaha. ang gwapo ni Zild. XD kaso malandi. hahaha. okay, dahil una kong nakausap si Zild, kay zild muna. uh. nakakatuwa siya kausap kase ewan? hahaha. honestly, di ko talaga alam kung baket ako natutuwa. uh. yun, nakapunta na siya sa California [haha. siya yung unang nagassume na tiga california ako =p], Thailand, Utah, tas basta madameng bansa pa. nakalimutan ko nalang yung iba. tas sinabe ko sakaniya na dito naman sa pilipinas siya magpunta tas sabe niya 'id love to :D' tas yun. nasiyahan ako. tas sabe ko sige, pumunta na siya. tas biglang humirit ng 'if only you'll keep me company honey'. hahahaha. amp. napa why not nalang ako. hahaha. tae. gwapo niya. haha. nakakatawa magingles yung mga tao sa chat room, wala lang akong magawa. *sigh* ayun, kay Dennis naman. uh. si Dennis, nabaitan ako sakaniya. kase ako yung unang una niyang kinausap. XD tas kahit sinong makausap niya, lagi niya kong sinasali sa topic. sweeeet XD. actually, He's a Filipino. dito siya pinanganak pero lumaki siya sa America. ni hindi man lang niya alam ang itsura ng pilipinas. pero gusto niya makarating dito. napgusapan namin ang music tas mdeath metal pala siya. naikwento ko tuloy si berto. *sigh* pero bago siya umalis ng chat room nagpaalam siya sakin and said icheck ko daw ang click five =p at nga pala, napgusap pa silang dalawa ni Zild bago siya umalis, tungkol sa skating. tas may wild na babae na umextra at grabe yung BUNGANGA niya, puro mura nalang lumalabas. badtrip. tas napagusapan tuloy namen yung mga manglolokong hinayupak. hahaha. napasinget ako sa conversation ng di oras. kahit may ginagawa akong iba, napapasinget ako. haha. eto o:

Zild: my girl cheated on me.
Dennis: i want to go to the Philippines to cheat my girlfriend.
Zild: yes, you can do that.
Allelie. lol
Dennis: girls are crazy.
Allelie: not all.
Zild: i dumped her and she was like 'please come back to me'
Dennis: thats hilarious.
Allelie: my man cheated on me too.
Dennis: i feel bad. poor allelie.
Allelie: lol. he cried. i didn't. that was a good thing i guess.
Zild: good for you.
Allelie: hell yea.

bla bla bla bla.

hmm. may naginvite din sakin na napaka kulit. tinatanong niya kung may boyfriend ako kase siya daw open siya. and so? mas makulit ako. =p pag ayoko, ayoko. pag gusto ko, okay. pero pag sinabe kong bahala ka, bahala ka talaga. hahaha.

nakakatawa tong trip ni katrina e. haha.

sakaniya: maglalakad ako sa bakuran kase papalayasin ako.
akin: magluluto ako sa bakuran kase crush kita.

hahahaha =)) laughtrip. amp

dati, pag bakasyon excited akong malaman kung ano na yung mga changes na nangyare sa mga classmates ko pati sa school. pero ngayon, gusto ko nalang mabuhay sa kasalukuyan. kung ano yung nangyayare ngayon, mabubuhay lang muna ko dun. parang ayoko munang magisip ng future kase baka yung maisip ko, yung tapos na. tsk. ending. shucks. parang ayoko pa grumaduate. mamimiss ko ang BATCHE. minsan nga tinatanong ko nalang bigla ang sarili ko kung pano paggrad day na tas di pa ko ready, kasing sakit kaya siya ng paglet go sa isang taong minamahal? nagppop palagi sa utak ko, MAS masakit, malamang. sakanila ko nalaman yung totoong meaning ng 'pamilya sa pangalawang tahanan'. kung tutuusin mas masaya kesa sa totoong pamilya. *sigh*

magpapakasaya nako habang may isang taon pa para makasama silang lahat. XD dramaaaa. siguro isa sila sa mga dahilan kung bakit highschool ang the best. :D at sila yung may pinakamalaking part dun.

oo nga pala, kung gusto niyo umorder ng university shirts, may mga kakilala akong nagbebenta. kaso online sellers sila. saka ko na ippost yung samples. may mga bago silang labas e.

waaaaw. ge, PBB na. haha.

2008-03-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

a smile is a curve that straightens up a lot of things.

ntats ako nung nabasa ko to sa offline messages ko :)

"gemini. nag quote ako sa blog ko na galing sa blog mo. okay lang? sinuportahan ko kasi e hahahaha basta tignan mo nalang ;) :-*"

i love you gemini haha. natuwa naman ako dun. =p

natawa ako dun sa comment niya sakin na 'man hater na ata tong gemini ko. wahahahaha.' =p hinde. nagsshare lang ako ng thoughts. acshuli, magsshare nga ako ulit e. haha.

madalas kung hindi ako mapagkakamalan na man hater, bitter ako. siguro nga may mga symptoms [haaa? anong disease yun? hahaha.] na man-hater ako pero kung tutuusin mas okay pa sakin ang term na 'bitter'. fis. hahaha. katulad nga ng sinabe ko dati, siguro sa pagiging bitter ko ako kumukuha ng strength para makamove on. personality disorder ba yuuun?? haha.

PLUGGED ::

bumebenta sakin yung pagbblog ni aia solis talaga. eto pnplug ko na. haha :)) Aia's multiply

shucks. ang gwapo nito. kapatid ata to ng kasama ko sa litrato sa ibaba na si Jonathan Rice. click here to view Tim's profile :)

syempre para sakin gwapo yan. kaya kung di ka na ggwapuhan, manahimik ka nlang. hahaha.

kchat ko nga pala si Mat kagabe. ayun, wala. wala akong naramdaman. yahoo! parteee :D siguro nakatulong din sakin yung nangyare nung february. at WTH?! 1 year na ang lumipas. yehey! :)

at patawarin sana ako ni lord. nagcrave lang talaga ako sa mga bawal SIGURO na food ngayon eh. tsk. nakain ko. :s pero alam naman ni God na love ko siya, dibaaa po??

STRIPPED: oh no!

2008-03-22T21:44:00.004+08:00

No one sacrifices the most important thing she possesses: love.
No one places her dreams in the hands of those who might destroy them.
--Heron Ryan, The Witch of Portobello by Paulo Coelho

nung magkausap kame ni Miles sa fone nung 3.18.08, biglang nagPM si Bryce. nakakataranta. hahaha. TSK! read:

bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:32:10 PM): lelay
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:32:12 PM): may ask ako
Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:32:16 PM): ano?
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:32:31 PM): pwede ba kita ilakad kay ji?
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:32:32 PM): hehe
Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:32:48 PM): sino yun?
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:32:54 PM): yung sa bday ko
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:32:56 PM): bandmate ko
Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:33:03 PM): jirah?
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:33:14 PM): yup
Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:33:24 PM): bkt? anong meron?
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:33:38 PM): gusto ka lelay
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:33:40 PM): haha
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:34:26 PM): ano pwede?
Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:34:43 PM): hala.
Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:34:51 PM): bhla ka. wag lng aasa.
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:34:58 PM): sige hehe
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:35:00 PM): pero pwede?
Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:35:19 PM): bhla ka.
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:35:27 PM): hahaha
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:35:30 PM): galit ka ba?
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:35:32 PM): hehe
Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:35:40 PM): hnde

++cut. other messages were deleted from that point to this point *up and down arrow* :)++

Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:37:19 PM): andyan si ji?
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:37:55 PM): kausap ko
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:37:56 PM): hehe
Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:38:03 PM): aw.
Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:38:18 PM): bsta bhla na oy ge, bbye na.
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:38:23 PM): sge
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:38:24 PM): hehe
bryce dela cruz (3/18/2008 11:38:28 PM): ingat
Allelie Reyes (3/18/2008 11:38:54 PM): oo ingat tlg ko. maguumpisa nako magdasal

gawd! lagot na. tsk

anyway, nakalimutan ko nga pala banggitin sa ibang post ko na inactivate ko ulit yung account ko sa CandyMag Online :) ayun, enjoy. nung tuesday din ata yun. hahaha. ayos nga yung mga features eh. madaming bago. nagenjoy ako dun sa fashion stuffs nila. pambata na pangteenager. basta. visit mo nalang. eto o CandyMag Online.

nagbasa din ako ng nagbasa sa forums. tas puro problema sa love yung nandun. tsktsk. komplikado kase ng lovers e no? HINDI love, okay? tao naman talaga nagpapalabo sa love/situation eh. hindi pagmamahal or buhay. tsk. buti nalang wala akong problema sa ganyan ngayon. wala naman kase nakong iniintindi pagdating dyan. ;)

may isang story dun na sobrang nakakatouch. eto basahin mo para makarelate ka sakin:

It is still so painful for me to accept the fact that my boyfriend passed away already. He is one sweet guy. A perfect gentleman. A true man.

Saturday, at about 11pm, I fetch Justin at Starbucks Q.Ave because we will be staying at my friend's house that night. Upon reaching Harmay's house, we were still happy and all.
Ang kulit kulit pa nya. Andun kc si Hero (H's BF) na super kabonding na nya. Nag stay pa kaming dalawa sa terrace, magkatabi, magkahawak ng kamay, masaya.
Some of us wanted to go to The Fort pa, kasi nga maaga pa daw. Justin was saying, "By, tulog na lang tayo.." Then we went to the room, humiga, tpos hug nya lang ako. Pero nkapag decide cla na tumuloy na sa pag-alis, so un.
Although may dala akong sskyan, ndi ko ginamit. Sumakay na lang kami sa Innova ng friend ko. We stayed at the back part of the car (pinakalikod) with our other friend, Xavier. Roc drove, Rina on the passenger seat, Merlin, Harmay and Hero on the second row.
Upon reaching C5 road, the devilish accident happened. Justin told me muna na "By, ang sakit ng ulo ko." So pinahiga ko xa sa lap ko, then minassage ko ung ulo nya. After a while, ngulat nlng ako kc kumabig na si Roc and it happened.
We were staying at the 2nd lane, running fast, about 80-100kph. Then may nag cut na taxi from the outermost lane so ang tendency lumipat si Roc sa 1st lane and then kabig pbalik sa right lane. Nag break xa, without shifting to a lower gear (if you are a driver, shifting to a lower gear will lead to engine break) so nag flip ung Innova, sobrang taas ng lipad, and while that was happening, my boyfriend embraced me and tinago nya ako sa chest nya. Bumagsak ung sskyan, nauna ung likod (kami un). Si Xavier lumipad dun sa windshield sa harap. Tumama pa ung likod ng innova sa concrete post na naging reason ng immediate death of Justin.
After a while, nagising ako. Nsa loob pa dn ako ng Innova, hindi makahinga. Hawak ko pa si Justin. I was shouting.
"Baby, tara na! hindi na ako mkahinga. By!!"
Nauna na akong lumabas. Puro bubog. Wala akong pakialam. Naiisip ko din nun mom ko and brother ko. Humahanap ako ng air. Pag labas ko, napahiga ako sa kalsada. Nakatayo ung mga ksama ko. Ung tatlong nsa likod lang ung hindi.

Sumigaw si Roc, "!@#$ may dugo!"

I didnt mind. Akala ko ako un. Wala akong pakialam. Ni hindi ko inisip na wala na si Justin. I was shouting at Roc (our friend who drove)
"P*T*NG*N* MO ROC! ILABAS MO SI JUSTIN! HANAPIN MO SI JUSTIN KUNDI AKO PAPATAY SAYO! PAPATAYIN TALAGA KITA!"
The Medic came, nilagay ako sa stretcher. Nilagyan ng oxygen and all. Pinasok sa ambulance. Sabi nila relax lang daw ako. L****. Pano ko naman ggwn un? Ang pakiusap ko lang sknla, kunin nila si Justin. Yun lang. Yun lang.
Medical City, ER. Nagkamalay ulit ako. Hinanap ko si Justin. Sabi nila, isusunod na daw. I was saying, Please Doc, ung boyfriend ko, andun pa. Dalhin nyo xa dito. Please. I need JuStin. Call my mom. Call my mom!
I was shouting the number of our house, they called my mom, and then, my mom came.
Nun dumating si mommy, ang sabi ko lang, "Mommy! si Justin! andun pa si Justin, hanapin mo si Justin".
She went at the scene, and came back to the hospital and broke the news to me. Nasa XRay room ako nun. Sabi nya, "He didnt make it"

Shocked.

In-denial.

I did not cry. But I was shouting, "NO! NO! Justin, my baby. By, why?"

That was the real story. The news that said that we were drunk isnt true! So please, enough of those unreal stories.
Justin saved me. Up to the last moment, ako pa din inisip nya. Ganon naman xa e. HE WAS NEVER SELFISH. Lagi nya iniisip kung ano mas mkakabuti sa ibang tao. Mahal nya ako kaya nya ginawa un.

Masakit.

Sobrang sakit.

Mahirap.

Nakakamatay.

Pero sinabi skn ng mom ko, wag kong sayangin ung buhay na inoffer at sinakripisyo ni Justin para skn. Totoo. Thats why I'll be making the most out of this life.

I know Justin is just here: with me, beside me -- hugging me, holding my hand, kissing me. I know that he is happy right now, with our Lord.

**end**

shucks. grabe no? :( nagoosebumps ako dun sa part na 'masakit. sobrang sakit. mahirap. nakakamatay'. parang naramdaman ko yung sinabe niya. tsss. akala ko walang lalaking gumagawa nun sa totoong buhay, meron pala. kaso patay na. tsktsk.

eto naman si rudolf, tinutukso ako. hahaha. 'Justin' daw kase yung name nung guy. e ayun, natawa lang ako. hahahaha. di ko napansin. praaaamis! natauhan lang ako nung sinabe ni rudolf yun. haha. tsk.

ge, basa pako ulit. baka may madiskubre akong bago. XD

rampuud :)

2008-03-21T19:43:00.006+08:00

I will never leave nor forsaken you.--Jesus Christ

aaaw. nakakatouch naman. i love you papa GOd ;) *sigh* nung magkausap kame ni Justin, napagtalunan namen yung tungkol sa sacrifice. tinatanong niya kung ano daw yung issacrifice ko, sabe ko 'pwede ba yung pawis ko?' hahaha. tsk. yung sa pagkain nalang siguro. wala munang meat. *sigh*

tumataas ang self-esteem ko kapag nanonood ako sa Fashion TV at ng America's Next Top Models. hahaha. ang daming mas payat pa sakin. as in, skiiinny. para ngang kasing katawan ko yung mga ramp models. bigla ko tuloy naitanong sa sarili ko 'hindi kaya rampadora ako??' hahaha =))

grabe. nakakagutom yung pinanood ko awhile ago. yung Rachael Ray sa Lifestyle Network. :) mukhang masarap lahat tas ang galing pa maghost ni Rachael Ray. ;p click mo to para mapunta ka sa official website niya.

habang nagttype ako, *sigh* nasugatan ko sarili ko. tsk. ang lalim. maliit lang pero makirot. tsk. mahal na araw pa naman.

isang bagay ang natutunan ko nga pala sa mga karanasan ng aking mga kaibigan: kung ayaw mong pumanget ang araw mo, wag mong intindihin yung mga bwiset at panget na umaaligid sayo. hahaha. GO KATE :) pabayaan mo na yun. =p at dahil sa nmiss ko si Kate at ang kaniyang tawa, eto yung regalo ko sakaniya: click to open my present to kate haha =p

money, baby ;)

2008-03-20T20:48:00.005+08:00

"Don't repeat chapters, the ending of the story will never change."

ang sayaaaaa. :D dahil dumating si Kuya nung isang gabi, at marami na siyang utang sakin [pati yung celfone kung isa (pa) ay nasa kaniya] sinabi niya sakin na pag alis niya ulit next month, papadalan niya ko ng P3,500 every month. sayaaaa. money, baby :) ang saya talaga ng 2008 ko. hahaha.

t.v. marathon ako ngayon. buong araw akong nanonood ng tv. pero syempre gabi na kaya computer naman. medyo masakit na ulo ko pero sige padin. :) ang dami kong nmiss na palabas dahil nawala ang pagkahilig ko sa panonood simula nung pasok ang taon na to. ngayon nalang ulit. bigla nga akong napaisip na sa edad kong ito, tuwang tuwa padin ako sa cartoons. :) tas medyo natulala ako dun sumisirit na dugo sa vein nung isang tao sa CSI:NY. hahaha. kakaen pa naman kame ng meal na nung time na yun. yummy :( pero nakaya ko. hahaha.

maganda yung paguusap ni <,> at ni <--> sa librong 'Ang Paboritong Libro ni Hudas' [--Bob Ong]. gusto ko yung part na naguusap sila tungkol sa importance ng Diyos.

<,>=yung tao; <-->=yung 'Diyos'

<,>Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ka namin kailangan?

<-->Sa parehong paraan na hindi rin alam ng halaman kung bakit kailangan niya ng lupa.

aaaw. :) napa isip ako kung ano yung kakwestyon kwestyon sa buhay ko na kailangan ko pero di ko alam kung bakit ko kailangan. at hanggang nagyon di ko padin alam. hahaha.

[edit]

at ngayon 10:07pm na, alam ko na yung kakwestyon kwestyon sa buhay ko na kailangan ko-- PROBLEMA :) diba? di ko alam kung bakit ba may ganon klase akong problema basta alam ko lang magiging matatag ako sa huli. dun din pumapasok yung sinabe ni Bob Ong na "may mga bagay [daw] sa mundo na tinaggap nalang natin bilang katotohanan kahit walang pruweba o paliwanag" dibaaa? :)

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we're okay [now]

2008-03-19T21:12:00.005+08:00

3.18.08; 11:34pm

kabababa ko lang ng fone sa oras nato. Kausap ko si Miles. naisipan kong tawagan tutal pinaguusapang namin siya ni Kishi kanina. akala ko wala kaming masyadong mapaguusapan kase parehas kaming walang masabe nung una pero di nagtagal, nagkatuwaan na kame. hahaha :)) laughtrip talaga pagkausap ko tong bestfriend ko. Kaya gusto ko kausap yun e ;p ayun, napagusapan namin yung mga usual na napaguusapan namin katulad ng bhuay niya, buhay ko at mga nakakatawang bagay. napagusapan namin si Kishi, Verna, Anne, Rudolf, Buddy, Justin, Roshan at Sir Benjo. :)) kung sinu-sino nalang pumasok sa topic namin, yun na yung 'biktima' hahahaha.

Nagsimula yung tawanan namin nung binasa ko sa kaniya yung mga nakakatawang comment sakin sa friendster. laughtrip. hahaha.

eto yung ilan:

marlo: ,., pLs giVE mE uR #,.,i wnt to be friends w8 U or moRe than Ive expect to be W8 u,,oiiist,basta i wnt to be one oF uR freind,,her is my #,.,09106869798

hindi kinaya ang english. hahaha. yung dating parang nanghohold-up lang a. hahaha.

heminio: wow ang cute mo nmn sana ma i add mo ako sa FS mo its an honor to have a beautifull friends like you ^_^

'a beautifull friends' hahaha. napagusapan tuloy namin ni Miles yung mga nakakalitong spelling sa english katulad nalang nung separate at yan ngang beautiful. hahaha.

fuji: ang cute mohhhsana mging fwen kta ng personalan.gandakc u....mymobile poh ikw?pwd mhingi?

shucks. hahaha. pati celfone ko hinihingi. hahaha. 'mobile'. amp.

reylan: hi!! your so beautiful!!! I like your name happy ending!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ano raw? hahaha. at di din siya masyadong galit sa exclamation point nyan. haha.

yala: hallow add mo nga ako rhonel_61892

nagffeeling iaadd ko siya dahil siga siya. haha. lul

mackerz: hi poh?? born again ka?? san ka sa antipolo??

bat kaya niya naisip na kung born again ako? hahaha.

john elway: hi! lia! I'm elway frm. cainta, nice picture nd nice smile! I can do that also.I have cousin there in la salle antipolo he lives there.can I b ur friend! if u interested my # is 09274411723.

eto yung pinaka bumenta kay Miles. yung 'i can do that also' at lalung lalo na yung part na 'I have a cousin there in la salle antipolo he lives there' hahahaha. nakitra yung pinsan sa la salle antipolo, waaaaaw. hahaha. =))

fuji: lowwwwwwwwwwwww.ang ganda u xado fwen............hve bf?.......emo ang dating mo..........i love you fwen

wala lang. siya ulit. natawa ako dun sa emo daw ang dating ko e. hahahah. alam ba niya sinasabe niya? hahaha. okaaaaaay. teka nga. kilala ko ba to? haha. NO.

Lhyne: .,.ahm,i want to know better.,can i get ur no.!?plz!!!

tibo ata to e. babae na ewan. wala. natawa si miles dun sa 'i wan to know better' e. haha.

may makulit na nanghihingi ng number ko pero may girlfriend siya. obvious sa profile niya dahil tinadtad yun ng picture nilang dalawa na magkasama. nagulat ako dun sa comment nung babae sakaniya na 'hi hOn,! sOrry kUng mAdAlas na kitANg niaawai hA? kxe pU, fiLing ku d mu na aq Lab.. =( ' [copy; paste]. napaisip tuloy ako na ang gago naman nung lalaki. tsktsk.

.. at dito papasok yun topic na matagal ko ng iniisip. 'tanga ang mga lalaki' hahahaha. katulad nalang ng mga lalaking may kirida o ibang babae at ng mga two-timer o nung may mga higit pang mga babae. TANGA sila. bakit? kase uh. pano ko ba ieexplain? hmm. ayun.

tanga sila kase magaasawa sila ng di pa sila talaga sure dun sa babae. or magsasalita sila ng tapos dun sa babae pero di pala nila kayang gawin yun. oo kaya nilang magmahal pero hindi palagi, hindi panghabang buhay katulad ng madalas nilang sabihin. tsk. kaya para makatakas, palit/ panibago. hanggang sa mreach nila yung 'contentment' na tinatawag. ang tanga nila no? hindi nila alam kung kelan na talaga yung 'contentement' dadating para isang babae nalang sila committed. AT hindi nila alam yung pakiramdam ng nabetray, naleft behind, nagamit, nasaktan ng dahil sa ginawa nila. tanga padin sila kung alam na nila yung pakiramdam, ginawa pa nila sa iba. tsk. dibaaa? *sigh*

Going back nga pala sa paguusap namin ni Miles, nag sabi siya ng secret. yea :) na alam ni Justin. kaya di ko alam kung secret ba talaga yun. hahaha. anyway, kung ano man yun, kayang kaya yun ni bes. :) tas napagusapan din namin yung mga commercial ng chippy. hahaha. benta kase yung mga commercial ng chippy e. hahaha.

may mga problema din kameng napagusapan pero di din masyadong sumiklab yung topic kase tinapos na namen agad yun. :)

so lets talk about what happened today naman :)

hmm. wala naman. okay na kame ni justin ngayon. tinawagan ko kase nasabihan na naman ako kagabi ng 'bakit mo ginaganon si justin?' at 'bahala ka nga'. tsk. WTH? okaaaaaay. tsk. kaya ayun, nauwi sa pagdial ng number ni justin ang lagay ko kanina. haha. pero ayos lang. hindi naman talaga ako maghohold ng grudge kay justin. hahaha. di ko nalang maalala yung mga pinagusapan namen. :)

i'm cravin'

2008-03-17T20:18:00.002+08:00

if you're lost, don't just find your way back. Find your soul too.--leeyuhh

onti nalang madame ng tatanghalin na philosopher sa batch namen. =)) kandidato ako dun ^.^

oooh sweet summer. :p nagaadik na naman ako. haha. nagccrave talaga ako sa caramel frappe ngayon. di ko kase matanggap na di ako nakapagcaramel frappe kagabe. tsk.

okay nako. nakahanap nako ng skin, thank God. :)

hahaha. putul-putol ako mag post a. tsss. wala. buhay batugan padin ako. kaen. tulog. nuod ng tv. soundtrp. computer. ol. basa ng libro. magutos ng magutos. in short, buhay prinsesa ako ngayon. sayaaa. :)

--- na boring. routine? tsk. medyo ayoko ng ganon. pero buti nalang. :) bukas na dadating si kuya. syempre pasalubong na naman itetch. :D *ngiting abot batok* tska nakakamiss kaya yung kwagong yun. :p

woosh. naaadik na naman ako sa Pussycat Dolls. nakakainis naman tong si Nicole e, nagsosolo. wala pa tuloy bagong album ang PCD. amp.

stupid skins.

2008-03-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

argh. until now wala pa din akong nahahanap na magandang skin para sa blog nato. tsk. almost 7hrs. na akong naghahanap, wala padin akong nakikitang matino at okay para sakin. haaaaaaaaay. saket na ng ulo ko. b-)

:)

2008-03-02T20:39:00.002+08:00

good start for me. :) no to jealousy nako. haha. tas ang bilis talaga ng karma no? siyeeeet. hahahaha. that's what im talkin' about. XD kinakarma ka na, makati ka kase. oops. tsk. one down. a lot more. hahaha. kiddin'. Bahala na si Papa God. Alam ko naman na alam na niya yung dapat gawin. *sigh*

'cause i don't care anymore.

2008-03-02T17:54:00.006+08:00

never love a man who only makes you one of his options even though you are his
priority 'cause you'll never know what will happen next. One thing for sure,
your feelings for him will kill you in the end.--leeyuhh

yak. haha. ang bitter padin ng title nito. pero ako, steady lang. haha. nakaktamad magkwento ngayon. ang dami kaseng gagawin. tsk. parang ayokong pumasok bukas a. sige, baka di nalang ako pumasok bukas. di din maayos pakiramdam ko e.

2:30am na natapos yung party at nung oras na yun, tulog na ang celebrant. hahaha. pero simulan ko muna yung kwento nung umalis kame.

Pumunta kame ng sta. lucia. tas nakasabay namen yung sa gym. ronan ata yung pangalan nun. tas familiar siya, yun pala graduate siya ng ALLS. batch '03. hahaha. kaya pala, siya pala yung isa sa mga dancers. kabatch niya sila hassan at john crawford. niceee. akalain mo yun? small world. haha. tas ayun, 4pm na ata kame nakarating sa sta. lucia. bumili muna kame ng gift kay Bryce. polo shirt yun. ang ganda nga e. tas bumili din ako ng damit. yun yung sinuot ko sa birthday ni Bryce. tas cap. ;p sa Artwork nga pala namen binili yun. tas yun, nanuod kame ng movie. sabe ko sakanila JUMPER or VANTAGE POINT nalang kaso ayaw ng kapatid ko. tsk. kaya ayun, napunta kame sa MY. BIG LOVE. kamusta naman. ayos lang yung movie. pero hindi ako naiyak unlike other Filipino movies na nakaaiyak. hahaha. after, diretso kami kila Myra. Nakakaloko nga yung katabi ko sa FX. hindi man lang ako ginigising na nandun na nasa Antipolo na kame. nakatanga lang siya. ano yun, ayawa niya pang lumabas? hahaha. naktulog kase ako e. uh. ayun, pagdating namin kila Myra, 7:10 na ata. Umalis kame agad para pumunta kila Bryce.

Pagdating namin, nasa court yung mga classmates namen. tas si Janica at Marvin yung nandun sa labas with the others. hahaha. pero yung 'the others' na yun, nakilala din naman namen.

Nakakainis, di ko man lang nakita anino ng karamihan sa mga classmates ko. haha. narinig ko lang "Allelie. Happy New Year!". Nawindang pa nga ako e. bat happy new year? haha. Nakita ko lang si Verna, Anne, Miles, Kishi, Buddy, Marvin, Janica, Hiro, Sam, at syempre si Bryce at Myra. haha. tsk. Hinanap ko pa sila tas nung makita ko, nagddrama na si Bryce. Ayun, cnomfort namen. grbe, naulit na naman yung last year. tsk. pero mas okay tong ngayon kase naayos agad.

Kwentuhan, gala, kaen, tambay. yan yung ginawa namen nila Janica, Marvin, Myra, Kishi, Bryan, Flip [Philip?], Jerome at 2 pang lalaki na hindi ko kilala. Pumunta kame sa playground habang hinihintay na bumalik si Bryce [kase hinatid niya si Cass]. onting swing tas umalis na din kase sinita kame nung guard. may curfew daw. bawal na ng 10pm dun. okaaaaay. kelan pa? hahaha. dii, mahigpit lang talaga sa cottonwoods.

Pagbalik namen, umuwi na si Kishi then kumuha kame ng food tas punta ng club house pag-asang makikita namen yung tropang 'hit and run' hahaha. kaso hindi e. tsk. nung pauwi na kame, siyeeeet. naghhallucinate lang ba ako o ano. kaso di ako gutom at di din ako inaantok nung time na yun. may nakita talaga ako dun sa may tulay na babae nabumaba somewhere. tas pinacheck ko pa nga kay Marvin e tas pagtingin niya bangin daw yung nandun. amp. goosebumps.

Nung bumalik kami kila Bryce, nakabalik na si Bryce tas nanudun na din si Jirah [tama ba spelling?]. Ahh. siya pala yun. hahaha. Ilang sandali lang, umuwi na sila Ja. Ang natira nalang ay ako, si Myra, Marvin, Philip Jirah at syempre si Bryce. hahaha. Kwentuhan ulit. tungkol sa camping. amp. si Jirah nag open ng topic pero si Marvin at Philip nalang yung natirang magkausap. hahaha. naiba na topic namen [Bryce, Myra, ako at Jirah] nun e. Eto din yung mga panahon na napaparanoid nako kung nasaan kaya yung mga classmates namen. tas biglang nagtext si Miles kay Bryce. nakauwi na pala sila. sabe nga ni Bryce, mga 'hit and run'. hahaha. Buti pa daw si Miles nagawang magpaalam sakaniya kahit sa text lang. at least nagparamdam. onga naman. haha.

Nagyaya si Bryce na manuod ng movie so yun, dun kame sa room niya. Si Jirah, Myra, Liz [kapatid ko] at si Bryce lang kase si Mrvin at Philip nagstay sa terrace. Meet the Spartans yung pinanood namen. Grabe, enjoy si Jirah. hahaha. tawa siya ng tawa. tas parang ako, okaaaaaay?? haha. si Myra naman, busy sa pagbuo ng Rubix cube na imbes na colors, picture yung bubuuin. waaaw. nabuo ni Myra. hahaha. pero after nun, tulog siya e. hahaha. pati si Bryce at kapatid ko. So kelangan maimagine mo na kung gaano kaboring yung Meet the Spartans habang si Jirah ay tawa ng tawa. hahaha.

Ang daming secrets na nareveal. yeaaaa. haha. parang ang close na nga namen ni Jirah eh. kwento siya ng kwento. hahaha. may nalalaman pa siyang 'san ba nakatira yun? Gusto mo pabugbog na naten? May mga kakilala ako sa Tondo, bigyan ko lang ng gin yun...' *sabay taas ng kilay 2 beses then smile* na parang ibig sabihin niya dun is 'alam mo na' hahaha. sabe ko nalang, iba nalang papabugbog ko. hahaha. ayun, knwento niya din yung mga kalokohan [niya] sa skewl.
Nalaman ko din na 17 yrs. old lang siya pero nagwwork na. hmmm? haha. di ko na inalam yung kasunod dapat nun. haha. di ko siya masyadong naiintindihan dun sa 'wife thingy'. siguro dahil medyo naiilang siya dun sa sinasabe niya. :p ayun, 2:15 tinawag na kame ni tita LA at naghihilik na si Bryce nun.

Overnight pala sila Jirah dun. Kase tiga 'welcome'?? rotonda si Jirah at tiga Cavite si Philip. or baliktad. ewaaaan. tas sa internet lang pala sila nagkakila kilala nila Bryce, sabe sakin ni Marvin. haha.

Nga pala, buti nagustuhan ni Bryce yung gift ko. :p

Yun..

11:30 nako nagising [ginising?]. tas yun. di ko maigalaw yung mga daliri ko sa left hand kanina nung binubuksan ko yung pinto. siyeeet. parang ewan lang. nakakatakot yung feeling. akala ko makakapunta si Miles para gawin namin tong website namen kaso di daw siya pinayagan.

Ngayon naman, walang nangyare. haha. nagccram lang kame. o sila? hahaha. siyeeeet. long quiz sa history, deadline ng compost at website [na para masign yung clearance] tska thesis.

ayun, tinawagan ko si Kevin Paguio [natype ko kanina 'tinawagan ko na yung thesis.' hahahaha.]. napabook bind niya na daw yung thesis namen. nahihiya nga ako sakaniya e. tsk. Sorry Kevin.

Compost at Website nalang problema ko ngayon. siyeeeet. parehas pa kailangan sa clearance. kamusta naman. hahaha. tsk. kaya ko to.

Nga pala, nasabi ko na kay Anne yung gusto kong sabihin pero wala pa talaga akong lakas ng loob para sabihin sakaniya yung reason. Ayoko nalang lumala to. Pero malay natin, bukas i have enoughcourage to tell her na. yak. overnight? hahaha.

Alam ko may mali ako sa mga nangyayari pero fair lang. lahat naman may mali. dibaaaaaa? At ngayon, wala nakong pakialam. Ang gusto ko nalang bumalik nalang yung dating samahan. yung maayos. yung parang walang nangyari. kay anne man o kay rudolf. basta yung datiii.

'cause i don't care anymore.

You May Be a Bit Dependent...

You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned.
You need a lot of support in your life, at all times.
It's difficult for you to survive on your own...
And you don't reallly think you ever could.

What Personality Disorder Are You?

Your Heart is Feeling Broken

Your heart is pretty much destroyed right now, and it's hard for you to think of anything else.
You are in deep despair, and sometimes it feels like you will never love again.
Your hear may be at its lowest point right now. Things can only get better from here.

Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Being swept away by the wrong person

Your current outlook on love: You find yourself wondering if love is ever worth it

Your love life will improve if you: Take a lot of steps back. You're in no shape to fall in love right now.

Watch out for: Anyone who may try to take advantage of your fragile state.

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

drummer boy's birthday.

2008-03-01T09:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Bryce Dela Cruz ;p

Ano kayang meron ngayon? Dapat pupunta si Miles dito. Gagawa kame ng website kaso aalis kame. Nagyaya kase manuod ng movie kapatid ko tas para mabilan na din namen ng gift si Bryce. Nu ba yan, badtrip talaga tong website nato. tsk. Anyway, 7pm nga pala kame pinapapunta ni tita LA (Bryce's mom). ang alam ko 6pm yung mga classmates namen ininvite ni Bryce. hahaha. whatever.

ooh. okay na pala ako. hindi na masayadong masakit para sakin yung nalaman ko. hindi naman pala talaga ako dapat masaktan. hahaha. kaso pangit lang yung hindi pa nagsisimula, tapos na. parang yung nangyari samen ni Mathew Medina. pero okay lang at least nalaman ko na yung dapat kong malaman nung sinabe kong 'kung wala man patutunguhan yung samin, sana malaman ko na ngayon bago may masaktan pa sa huli' anyway, may nasaktan naman talaga--ako. yun nga lang, hindi naman ganon kalaki yung pinsala. hindi naman ako nabaliw. :p kelangan lang pala di ko siya makita ng ilang araw para maging maayos ako.

samen naman ni anne, kung ano man yung nalaman ko. malamang magtataka yun kung pano ko nalaman o nakita. hahaha. bastaaa. uh. hindi ko nalang hahayaan na masira yung friendship namen dalawa dahil sa isang tao o sa simpleng bagay. not worth the fight. pero siguro magbabago yung closeness namen, hindi na siya yung katulad ng dati. ganun naman talaga dapat diba? anyway, pipilitin ko nalang talaga ang sarili ko na mag'no comment' palagi.

_____________

woah! ang bilis talaga ng panahon no? parang kelan lang yung birthday ni Bryce. yung sinuntok niya yung lupa tska yung bakal sa may court at binato yung celfone niya. hahaha. Bryce, sana maayos natong birthday mo ngayon a. :p Happy birthday ulit.

love is a hopeless crime

2008-02-29T22:58:00.003+08:00

it's true that love is a hopeless crime *sigh*. diba? hahaha.

ayun. maganda umaga ko kase alam kong kaya ko na. nadeliver ko na yung speech ko. hahaha. "Being single is better" yung topic. oh well, okay daw yung voice projection and everything ang problem lang daw is yung di ko pa master yung piece ko. hahaha. okaaay lang. alam ko naman talaga na yun yung magiging problema sa speech ko dahil kalahati nun was on the spot. nagsspeech na sila, nagsusulat pako. haha. yung 'the secret' nga gumana e. mas malakas pala siya kapag negative yung thoughts mo. hahaha. (ata?) kase una si Kevin Paguio tas sunod si Rudolf Neral then si Eriela Vitug tas ako yung pang apat. kamusta naman. hahaha. bago ako tawagin binulong ko pa sa sarili ko na 'sana wag muna ako' tas yung 2nd thought ko 'ikaw na ata yung next' tas hahaha. ako nga. biglang 'Reyes, Allelie'. niceeee. pero okay lang. natapos ko yung speech ko nung nasa kalagitnaan na ng speech si Rudolf.

**medyo weird. may pattern. pero nung madami ng nakapansin. wala naaa. di nako naniniwala sa ganon. hahaha. saka nalang siguro ako maniniwala sa ganon. sa ibang pagkakataon.

Going back, nasiyahan ako kase madami talaga yung willing na nakinig sa speech ko. narinig ko pa nga si Janica Borja na nagsalita ng 'Oi. pakinggan niyo yan. maganda yan'. aww. thanks ja. tas thanks din kay Shobe Dacanay kase yung pagkilos niya na yung dating tipong interesado talaga. yea. salamat sa lahat ng nakinig. o diba? sa simpleng ganon lang masaya nako. kakaiba na para sakin yun. :D

nakakatouch nga nung madaming pumalakpak eh. tas kanina inapproach pa ako ni JM Hernandez na nagustuhan niya daw yung speech ko tas sabe sakin ni Angela Milan 'ang galing mo'. awww. hindi ba masyadong obvious na overjoyed ako? hahaha.

Yung speech ko talagang binagay ko kase sa audience ko. Gusto ko yung masasabe nilang 'oo nga'. katulad ng mga reaksyon ko kapag nagbabasa ako ng libro. kase gusto ko may impact yun. Pinaghalu halo ko nga ang love, lust, God tska other aspects pa. dun ako nahirapan sa balancing. haha. pero siguro nagawa ko naman ng maayos. ipopost ko nalang bukas yung ginawa kong persuasive speech kase medyo inaantok nako. haha.

Masaya na nga kaso biglang naging nakakainis na naman. haha. may nalaman ako e. thanks to my friend, Mandy. ininform niya saken agad kundi wala parin akong enough reason para magmove on. Ayun, tinext niya ko. sinabe niya yung ginawa ni ~~Princess~~ at ~~Andrew~~. Walang hiya talaga tong si Princess. Kaibigan niya pa naman si ~~Irish~~ tas ganon. eto yung kwento:

Kahapon sa skewl nila, nakita ni Irish (may gusto kay Andrew) si Princess at Andrew na magkasama. Nagulat daw si Irish kase kaibigan niya si Princess tas ganon at ang malala pa dun, sinasabe ni Princess na wag na daw si Andrew kase hindi daw siya pabor dun, madami pang iba dyan at nilait lait nya din si Andrew. waaaw. tas biglang magkasama e no. *sigh* Nagtago si Irish somewhere 'til makita niya na hinalikan ni Andrew si Princess. ~~[palakpakan. hahaha.]~~ Nakakatawang isipin na ganoon yung nangyari kahit na boyfriend parin ni Princess si Aldrin. Kawawa naman si Irish at Aldrin. Kahit sa simula pa lang, di ko na feel masyado yung Princess e. Di naman kame close, nagaassume lang siya. tsktsk. [pagbigyan. kase kung saken nangyari yun, come what may. pero malamang gumanti ako. bitter nga daw ako e. haha. e ugali ko na yun e. way ko kase yun para maging strong ako at di umiyak kapag sa tingin kong di ko kakayanin]. Yung Andrew naman, dating nangligaw sakin yun. buti nalang di ko sinagot. haha. kundi ako pala kawawa. lagi pa naman ako yung naloloko.

Speaking of pangloloko, minsan naisip ko kung ako naman kaya ang mangloko since ako nalang lagi yung naloloko kaso naniniwala kase ako sa karma. tsk. tska di naman ako malandi. kapag may nagustuhan ako, sakaniya talaga ako nakafocus kahit pa sabihin kong gwapo o crush ko si ganyan. dahil kapag umamin ako sayo, iba na yun. ganon ako.

Irish: "Masakit. Nakakagago. parang pinagtraydoran ako ng lahat ng tao sa paligid ko. buti nalang nandyan parin kayong mga TUNAY kong kaibigan."

im the king of wishful thinking

2008-02-27T18:08:00.007+08:00

nakakaadik yung song na King of Wishful Thinking ng New Found Glory. XD thanks to myra.

let this smile 'XD' fool you.

hindi ko pa mamgagawang ipost na yung mga nasa drafts ko kase wala talaga akong time. gusto ko lang ibuhos yung nararamdaman ko saglit dito ngayon. *sigh* dramaaaaa. 'ayoko na.' lagi ko yang sinasabe pero di naman nangyayari. ayaw ngang maniwala sakin ni katrina pagsinasabe ko yan e. XD

2 nights nakong di nakakatulog ng maayos. nung isang gabi, 2 hours lang tulog ko. kagabi, pag gising gising ako. paks. tas dinner nalang ako kumakaen. kase super wala akong gana. ano ba tong nagyayari saken. sumobra ata ang epekto ng nangyayari. masyado akong apektado a. di din ako makapagaral ng maayos. nakakatulala. punyemas. kill me now! XD

hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. he means so much to me (eh?) but im ready to do my thing to make my feelings for him fade. yesss. XD this is bullshit! ang saket. punyemas. hahaha XD.

"if you only knew how much she has been hurt"

"if you only knew how many sleepless nights she had"
"if you only knew how many tears had fallen"

Go kebs. hahaha. XD

Rudolf sent me this:

Gemini Horoscope(May 21 - Jun 20)
Attempts to use logic to overcome the desires of your heart probably won't be successful today. Even if you can usually convince yourself of nearly anything, your stream of clever words won't be heard by your irrational needs now. Emotions, not cool reason, are dictating your thoughts. Instead of redirecting your feelings, try listening to them

Scorpio Horoscope(Oct 23 - Nov 21)
It's hard to feel safe enough to talk about what's most important to you. Something has grown tense and you cannot sustain the stress level any longer. Fortunately, this might give you the additional push you need. Once you give voice to your truth, the pressures will begin to alleviate. The outcome of your disclosure isn't the priority now, for you will feel better without the pressures you've been carrying.
The intensity of Scorpio's passion is legendary, for this fixed water sign is very powerful. Today, with the Moon in Scorpio, we can each become somewhat compulsive about expressing our needs. However, our sentiments may be difficult to reveal, for others become engaged in our process by attempting to fix us, even though nothing is wrong. If we attempt to deny our emotions, they become problematic.The main lesson is that our feelings need to be felt.

**so anong gustong palabasin nitong horoscope nato? na ginawa talaga siya para samen. hahaha. XD

eto pa.:

Rinse, Repeat
Gemini Love Horoscope for February

Your Perfect Match

By Jeff JawerProvided by Tarot.com

Chatty Mercury, your ruling planet, is retrograde until February 18, which can complicate communications and slow down messages. Pushing ahead in relationships isn't easy when this happens, because there are many more chances for misunderstanding. It's vital, then, to be as clear as you can be when discussing important matters, especially your feelings. And even if the person to whom you're speaking nods his or her head in agreement, don't assume that you've gotten your message across. Don't be shy about double-checking to be sure that you've been heard. Little things can throw off your romantic life, as times and dates can easily be confused. This is, though, an excellent period to reconnect with someone from your past, whether an old friend or ex-lover.

It's even possible to heal a relationship -- if you've both grown enough to bring a more mature perspective to the issues that drove you apart in the first place. Cleaning up unfinished business in practical and emotional matters makes it easier to advance your romantic interests when Mercury turns direct. Attractive Venus enters sister air sign Aquarius February 17, marking a favorable turn in your personal life. Yet the Sun moves into super-sensitive Pisces on the 18th, reminding you to temper your clever comments with plenty of kindness. Even though others may be more attracted to you now, careless words could quickly cool things down. It's wiser to keep your thoughts to yourself if you think they might be taken in the wrong way

The King Of Wishful Thinking

(feat. Patrick Stump of Fall Out Boy)

[From the movie "Pretty Woman"]
[Originally by Go West]

I don't need to fall at your feet
Just cause you cut me to the bone

And I won't miss the way that you kiss me

We were never carved in stone
And If I don't listen to the talk of the town

Then maybe I can fool myself

I'll get over you I know I will

I'll pretend my ship's not sinking

And I'll tell myself

I'm over you

Because I am the king of wishful thinking

Because I am the king of wishful thinking

I refuse to convince you my bruise

That's not how its gonna be

And I deny the tears in my eyes

I don't wanna let you see, no

That you had made a hole in my heart

And now I've got to fool myself

I'll get over you I know I will

I'll pretend my ship's not sinking

And I'll tell myself I'm over you

Because I am the king of wishful thinking

I'll get over you I know I will

I'll pretend my ships not sinking

And I'll tell myself I'm over you

Because I'm the king of wishful thinking

If I don't listen to the talk of the town

Then maybe I can fool myself

I'll get over you I know I will

I'll pretend my ships not sinking

And I'll tell myself I'm over you

Because I'm the king of wishful thinking

I am the king of wishful thinking

I'll get over you I know I will

You made a hole in my heart

But I won't shed a tear for you

I'll be the king of wishful thinking(I'll be the king of wishful)

I'll get over you I know I will

I'll pretend my hearts still beating

Cause I've got no more tears for you

I am the king of wishful thinking(king of wishful thinking) no

if you want to here the song, here's the link: King of Wishful Thinking

at kate amarante, iba ang mahal. okaaay? hindi umabot sa point na yun. issue ka. hahahah. XD feelings lang. indefinite level. oks?

tska sa mga nagbabasa, hello. quiet lang kayo.

*waaaw. gwapo ni yuki. hahaha. diba verna?

Good Luck sa Batche.

WSP defense na bukas di ko padin feel. haha

mahal kita, gago ka lang.

2008-02-26T23:10:00.004+08:00

ye. its late. pero gusto ko magpost dito bago ko tuluyang ioff tong computer. nakakabanas. simpleng bagay di ko pa masabe. siguro naging BIG DEAL na yung "feelings" kong iyon saken. lalo na nung nagkagulo. di ko alam kung pano nagstart yung gulo pero isa lang pinagmulan nun "Saturday Night". Yung tipong lahat kausap niya. iba ibang version lang yung sinasabe. paks. oo na, masaket. badtrip lang. ngayon lang ako nagreact ng ganto sa dinami dami ng napagdaanan ko. kahit nga kay Peter ata, go lang e. pero sakaniya. hello, patayin mo nalang ako pwede. yak. ang pathetic na madrama. tsss. *spit*

may mga naramdaman ako na pinagsisihan ko na sana hindi ko nalang naramdaman. lalung-lao na sa sitwasyon na to. una, naiipit lang ako. ngayon, nagigitgit nako. nung una, parehas ngayon pinagpapasahan nalang. kung alam mo yung istorya, magegets mo yung sinasabe ko.

kung walang gagawin bukas, lahat ng nasa drafts ko ay tatapusin ko na. tas yung mga nangyaring hindi ko naikwento, ikkwento ko na. Sa ngayon, ayoko na muna. Super inaantok nako. 5:30pm pa lang, masakit na mata ko. pero syempre pinilit ko na gisingin lang ang sarili ko hanggang sa oras na to. See? dumadaldal pa din ako. (umasa kase ako na makakausap ko ng matino e. di naman nangyare).

buwiset! masaya talaga kapag wala kang pinproblema sa girl-boy relationship no? tsk. Sana magawa ko na yung dapat kong gawin kase ayoko ng ganto yung sitwasyon ko. Masyadong magulo. ayoko munang magsalita bukas. iiwas muna ko sa kahit ano baka sakaling mawala na yung mga dapat mawala.

FOCUS. kailangan kita. ipagamit mo sakin yan sa tama. *sigh* siyeeet. ang labo ko na.

mahal kita, gago ka lang. sana alam mo yun. hahaha.

it sucks.

2008-02-24T15:06:00.003+08:00

*sigh* nakakalungkot naman. tsk

punyemas. in order for me to survive this game, i have to let my friends decide what will happen next. i should let go of my control. maybe in that way, things will get better. mas nakikita kase nila yung bigger picture kesa sakin. mamaya nagpapabulag na naman ako sa emotions ko. ayoko na. tsk. bat kase kelangan umabot pa sa ganto? kung wala man patutunguhan yung kay "b*c*n" pwede bang sana malaman na agad ngayon para wala nalang masaktan sa huli? dramaaaaa. tsk.

hindi ko naman kase inaasahan to e. kung pwede lang, mawala nalang sana yung "something" ng sabay samen dalawa.

ayoko ng mag isip ng ganto pero sa totoo lang ngayon lang ako nabulabog ng ganto. tsk. ano nga ba talaga feelings ko dun? e yung feelings niya kaya? tska ng ibang tao, ano kaya? haaaaaay. come what may. kahit ayoko ng "come what may" na yan.

magbblogthings nalang ako, baka kumalma pako.

You Are The Wheel of Fortune

You represent the cycles of life, death, and rebirth.
You embrace change, the the ups and downs of life.
Fate is something you accept, even when you could possibly change things.
Big things tend to happen to you more than other people.

Your fortune:

Something huge is about to happen in your life, and you have little control over it.
You must accept your destiny, but luckily it is good fortune that has come your way.
Big things and big changes are about to come your way.
And while things will be intense for a while, they will be followed by a period of rest.

What
Tarot Card Are You?

Your Birthdate: May 30

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6

You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

You Are An ESFP

The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

In love, you are a smooth talker and incorrigible flirt.
While you get into relationships easily, you don't tend to stick around when times get tough.

At work, you do well in groups. You keep everyone laughing through difficult tasks.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

How you see yourself: Capable, fair, and efficient

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, stubborn, and silly

What's" Your Personality Type?

You are Ready to Date Again

If you're not out there already, you should be.
Your ex is long gone from your heart, and you are ready for another relationship.
Any guy you meet gets a clean slate - and no emotional baggage.
Congratulations, you've gotten completely over him.
Now, on to a better guy :-)

It's time for you to start dating!
Post your photo and profile on a bunch of personals sites.
Before long, you won't have any more lonely Saturday nights.

Are You Ready for a New Boyfriend?

Your Worry Factor is 53%

While you're not a worrywart, you worry more than you should.
Maybe you don't have enough to keep your mind occupied at times...
Or perhaps you've trapped yourself into some bad thinking patterns.
Try to worry less and enjoy life more. There's no point thinking about things you can't change!

Do You Worry Too Much?

+di padin ako kalmado. siyeeeet. nakakapraning. hahahaha. mabuti pa siguro gawin ko na yung schoolworks.+

sudden changes

2008-02-12T15:54:00.000+08:00

"endings are always more difficult than beginnings"

true. bearable. unexplainable. tsk!

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Changes eat me now and then. soon, it will swallow every bit of me 'til everything's gone forever including all the memories of my past. Next morning, I'll be a different person and this time, nobody will recognize me-- even myself. :(

unstoppable. uncontrollable. inevitable.

drama ko baaaa?? di. nagiinarte lang. joke. hahaha. wala kaseng magawa kaya ayan. :) well, totoo naman. nangyayari naman talaga sakin yan e. tsk.

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Post-valentine celebration namen sa eastwood. sana madaming sumama. :D Go Batche! yakk. acshuli, sabit lang kame dun. nagkayayaan kase kame ni Bryce. :)) parents lang dapat namen ang aalis. uh. sure na kasama syempre si Bryce, ako, Myra at Marvin. parents namen yung lalabas e. XD

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wala naman nangyari kanina. exhausted lang ako dahil kulang sa tulog at dahil sa init. NAKAKAANTOK talaga kanina. tas wala pa kaming masyadong ginagawa.

mga 2pm nagkaroon kame ng general assembly. kase cancelled nga yung Bivouac [long camp] namen dahil dun sa serial killer-slash-rapist na gumagala sa rizal. Since sa Sacramento dapat kame, namove sa Sierra Madre Resort and Camping Grounds. Sa tanay pa din naman kaso dito sa Sierra, secured yung place kase operated yun ng retired army general tas yung staffs daw ay composed ng mga ex-military personnel. ayuss. pero mas good news yung about 5 degrees daw ang lamig dun. yess! buti nalang pero sana hndi palaging umuulan dun. bad news? first day and night namen sa skewl lang. corny. tas kinabukasan ng 6am pa ang punta namen sa camp site. yung rapelling site din, 30 ft. land daw siguro. haay. yung plan pa naman na ginawa namen pra sa 3rd day [dapat(02.15.08)], wala na. di na matutuloy. tsk. magpaplano na naman kame ng panibago.

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You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.
At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

You Are Aphrodite!

A total shining star with a ton of admirersAnd no wonder: you live life to the fullest!When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier placeBut occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

What Goddess Are You?

What Allelie Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Your Personality Is Like Heroin

You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows.Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain.People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you!
At your best: You are euphoric, stress free, and a little sleepy.
What people like about being around you: They're not exactly sure, but they can't get enough about you.
What people dislike about being around you: When you finally leave, they go some pretty serious withdrawal.
How addicted people get to you: Very... you're quite dangerous.

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

blogthings

2008-02-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

ang boring. tsk! PL bukas. wala akong maippack para bukas. bat kase bukas agad eh! tsk. wala padin akong bag para sa camping. nu ba yan. haaay. eto, nagblogthings nalang ako. :)

You Are Sunset

Even though you still may be young, you already feel like you've accomplished a lot in life.
And you feel free to pave your own path now, and you're not even sure where it will take you.
Maybe you'll pursue higher education in a subject you enjoy - or travel the world for a few years.
Either way, you approach life with a relaxed, open attitude. And that will take you far!

What Time Of Day Are You?

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are compassionate, caring, and soothing.
You like other people to depend on you...
In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out.

Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems.
Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart.
You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

You Are Incredibly Virtuous

You're so good that you may end up a saint.
You do the right thing a lot more than most people, even when it's near impossible.

You put a lot of thought in to every action you do. You always try to make the right decisions.
And that's all it takes to be a truly virtuous person.

Where You Are Virtuous

You have the virtue of Chastity. You only are intimate with the purest of intentions.

You have the virtue of Sincerity. You are not deceitful, and you always have the best intentions.

You have the virtue of tranquillity. You do your best to keep your life peaceful and calm.

You have the virtue of Industry. You know how to do what's useful and avoid time wasters.

You have the virtue of Temperance. You don't eat or drink excessively.

You have the virtue of Moderation. You don't do anything at excess, and you avoid extremes

Are You Virtuous?

Your Love Life is Like Titanic

"Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless."

You think that you only really have one true love in your life. And that you better to anything and everything to be with that person.
You tend to be very nostalgic about past loves that didn't work out. There are many secret feelings that you keep to yourself.

Your love style: Deep and emotional

Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Bittersweet

What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?

boomp shibump..

2008-02-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

di ko alam meaning nung 'boomp shibump'. trip ko lang. hahahaha.

nakakapagod... PERO masaya. :) Birthday celebration kase ni JM Hernandez ngayon. As usual, masaya na naman tong kinahinatnan ng birthday niya. Napagisip isip ko nga na mas masaya pagwalang lasing sa amin. mas may bonding. :D *sigh*

Nung umaga, ayunnn. 7:30am-10:30am scheduled ang third year girls for the 'self-defense' training program. Ang aim nun is para maiwasan yung mga insidente ng rape. Feeling ko nga dahil sakin kung bakit may ganon. kinabahan pa nga ako kase nung kinakausap kame ni Dr. Monica, tumitig siya sakin. alam naman ng BATCHE kung baket malamang dahil sakin. Siguro dahil yun sa ikinuwento ko kay Ms. Fides.

1. Banned (ata, sa tingin ko) ang Mcdonalds sa school

2. Self-defense

Going back, masaya yung mga nangyari tas mabait pa yung nagttrain samin.

After nun, nagrapelling yung girls tas "bully busters" self-defense training program naman ang boys. waaaw. grabe, ngayon ko lang narealize na ang saya magrapelling. hahaha. ang ingay ko nga eh. 32 ft. ata from the ground yung binabaan namin. mahirap lang bumaba dahil dun sa bakal na nakaharang sa taas. uh. ayon, nakakabilib si kuya amboy, ang bilis bumaba. hahaha. tas after nun, nagclimb ako. sa green wall. nakakainis binigla ko na naman kamay ko tas hindi ko talaga naffeel yung paa ko na nagwwork sa wall na yun. tsk. laging braso ko yung sumasakit. tas yun, sinabe ko kay sir hugo yung 'problemang' yun. hala. sumayaw kame. hahaha.

Ang hirap ng walang pera, alam mo ba yun? hahaha. hindi ako nakapaglunch. tsk. kase naman di ako nagdala ng pera. sabi kase nila half day lang daw. kaya dapat sa bahay ako kakain. e ayun, kelangan daw namin sabayan ang boys namin na umuwi. okaaaay. so yun, 2:30 naguwian na kame. ay di pala, diretso kame sa bahay nila JM. kase nga birthday celebration niya. haaay. sana sinulit ko yung food. hahahaha. ang sarap kase. :p tas naglaro kame ng 'hotseat' (tama ba?). tas ayun, may nalaman kame about kay shobe. "ay nako, sarap pagdiskitahan nun shobs. and pasensya ka na dun sa question ah." tas umiyak si Melissa, pinaiyak kase. hahaha. tahan na mel. :P at si janica, news update to. hahahaha. "baby ko". eee XD ang sweet ni marb sakaniya.
uh. after ng game, picture taking. nakakatawa na ewan yung mga posing. hahaha. mga 7 na ata kame nakauwi (ako. katrina. kate. janica. rudolf. justin). maaga yun para sa iba. :)) ayon, thank you JM :)

Eto, may dumating na mga french peeps. nakaka nosebleed. hahaha. ayos, close agad kame ni Monica. kadadating lang nila from France last night. tas yung John Francis (5 yrs. old) kamuka ni Daniel Radcliffe. XD

Fashion. yan yung topic namin ni Monica. cool diba? hahaha. nagkakasundo kame :P

Kachat ko si Rudolf ngayon. wala lang. hahaha. yung topic kase. bastaaaaaa. hahaha. Bacon, ingat tayo. hahaha.

Grabe kaya, bagay kaya kay dolp yung "PL uniform" ng mga marshal. haha. naks. Jolo= john llyoyd+ piolo pascual. hahahaha.

Sana dumating na si Miles. siya lang kase masasabihan ko nitong pinproblema ko kahit aasarin at tatawanan niya lang ako. hahahaha. Bestfriend, sana makapasok ka na sa Monday.

Your Inner Color is Blue

Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.
You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.
Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.

What's" Your Inner Color?

Your Life is Better Than 61% of All People

You really have things pretty good - so stop a minute and appreciate how great your life is.You likely have a cheery outlook, supportive friends, and plenty to keep you happily busy.You are usually content - and with good reason. You have a lot to be happy about.So when things don't go well, remember that you have it better than most people!

How Does Your Life Compare?

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

What Color Is Your Aura?

wednesday drama [?]

2008-02-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

Walang pumapasok sa utak ko. Basta ang alam ko namimiss ko na si bestfriend :))

kwento ko nalang nangyare ngayon. Wala, typical day. Ay hindi pala. a, ewan. tss. [seryoso na nga]

Ash Wednesday

Ash wednesday ngayon kaya may mass kame. This is the first time na hindi ko kinahiya yung abo sa noo ko. hahaha. Naging komportable ako hanggang sa huli. Hindi man lang ako nangati or something. Masaya tong umaga ko kahit super antok na antok ako pagdating ko sa school.

*wala talaga akong gana magpost. hahaha.

after ng mass, balik kame sa practice teaching. nakalimutan ko kung anong section pero basta section yun ni Ruszo. si Sir Gino ata yung adviser. nga pala, ngayon ko lang nalaman yung spelling ng pangalan ng anak ng English teacher namen. (nalilito din ako sa spelling ng name ng English teacher namen. hahaha) dati 'Russo' ang pagkakaspell ko dun. 'Ruszo' pala. Wala lang. Dito sa last section ko narealize na hindi pala talaga basta basta ang pagtuturo. Kase minsan makakaencounter ka ng student na kahit anong gawin mo e walang wala talaga kay spongebob. gets? haay. buti nalang tiyaga lang kinailangan ko pero sa tingin ko kelangan pa tutukan yung 2 bata na inintinde ko kanina para mas maintindihan nila kung ano ang verb, ajective, adverb at adverb of frequency. Siguro nalilito lang sila.

Pangalawang araw nato na nauubusan ako ng quail eggS. hahaha. Baket? kinakaen nila :( Kahapon si Rudolf ngayon si Tam. Buti nalang nilibre ako ni Marianne. Bumili ulit kame pero quail EGG nalang. sakin napunta. hahaha. si marianne wala. pero ayos lang daw.

Namimiss ko nadin pala tong 'kada ko. Yung palagi kameng kumpleto at tawa ng tawa. Si Marianne, Katkat, Katrina, Ako at ang bago--si Roshan. at si Tam nadin ata. :)) lagi ko ng kasama si Tam eh :P

Gusto ko na ulit yung hulahoops session namen kay Ms. Clarie. *sigh* nakakamiss talaga yung mga bagay na hindi na namen nagagawa ngayon. Sana maytime parin. Ilang months nalang ang dadaan, college freshies na kame. Sana masulit namen.

Nung hapon, nagkalong quiz kame sa English. waaw. drained ang utak ko. ako yung huling huling nagpasa ng paper. super init kase, nakakairita. di tuloy ako makapagisip ng maayos. tas ayun, new seating arrangement yung iba. Ang karow ko this 4th quarter ay si Myra, Hiro at Merik pero dahil binago na naman naging Myra, Kevin Cabral, Ako at Julius na.

Ayun, soundtrip nga pala kame ni Tam kanina. The Gift, My Valentines, She, etc... yan yung mga natripan namen kantahin hanggang siya na yung naging iPod ko. hahahaha.

Malapit nadin nga pala ako matapos dito sa librong hiniram ko, yung 11 Minutes ni Paolo Coelho. Kahapon ko to hiniram. Kawawa naman pala yung prostitute dito. tsk! Maganda tong novel masyado lang liberal at vulgar. Anyway, excited nako matapos to para maumpisahan ko na yung 'Witch of Portobello" ni Paolo Coelho din. Kay Katrina to (gemini. wag kang magalala. iingatan ko to. hahaha) No. 1 Bestselling kaya sa tingin ko maganda talaga. actually, naumpisahan ko na bago ko pa maumpisahan yung 11 Minutes kaso di ko natuloy kase di pa tapos basahin ni Katrina. Nagmakaawa pako para ipahiram lang to. hahaha.

Sa tingin ko nababaliw na talaga ko. Ang gwapo na ni Rudolf sa paningin ko. May itsura na. hahaha. fis tayo bacon. :P Well, lahat naman sa Batche nabiyayaan ng ganda at kagwapuhan e. Im proud to be one. hahahaha.

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still addicted to Maroon 5's song "Better that we break". Here's the lyrics:

I never knew perfection til

I heard you speak, and now it kills me

Just to hear you say the simple things

Now waking up is hard to do

And sleeping is impossible too

Everything is reminding me of you

What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way

It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away

I chase you just to hear you say

You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here

Pity I can’t see it clearly

While you’re standing there, it disappears

It disappears

It’s not right, not OK

Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way

It’s better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone

You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right

Life these days is getting rough

They’ve knocked you down and beat you up

But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, not OK

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way

It’s better that we break, baby.

if you want to hear this song, kindly click this link: Better that we break

so?

2008-02-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

"there's nothing to hold us now.."

aww. binabasa ko tong blog ni janica. tas nagplay yung "the fight is over" ng urbandub. ayunnn, syempre nakarelate na naman ako kase kagabi lang nangyare lahat. tsk

O2.03.08

Nawala yung phone ko. Obviously, dala ng karma yun. niloko ko na naman si Mathew Medina. paks, oo wala akong nagawang maganda sakaniya na. tsk ewan ko ba, isang bagay na kinaiinis ko sa sarili ko ay yung madalas na pagiging pathetic ko sa mga bagay o tao na pinilit kong maging akin pero hindi ko kaya.

Sabi ko sarili ko dapat lagi akong handa sa mga posibleng sumunod na mangyare kase everytime nalang na lolokohin ko siya, may nangyayaring di maganda sakin like bigla akong nagkakasakit, pinagagalitan ng teacher, bumababa sa quiz o kung ano man kchuvahan sa school o nawawalan ng mga precious things (katulad ng celfone ko). Di ko talaga matanggap before na sira na talaga yung friendship na pinipilit kong mabuo ulit. Pero ngayon parang siguro okay na sakin na mawala nalang talaga lahat. Dun din naman ang bagsak nun sa huli ...

Inamin ko na sakaniya na niloko ko siya. So? tsk. kausap ko pa nga sa phone si Justine Dalida nun. sinasabi ko din sakaniya na dahil sa karma kaya nawala yung phone ko. Going back, ang tumatak talaga sa isip ko yung sinabi ni Mat na "iexplain mo sakin ng hindi ako maiinis sayo". Duh, wala akong maisip na way ng pagiiexplain [na hindi siya maiinis] sa isang bagay na hindi ko maexplain ng maayos kaya ayun, pinairal ko ang pagiging straight-forward. Alam ko na nun na walang pag asa na hindi siya magagalit sakin. tinanggap ko na...

Ibang iba narin mga pananaw ko sa buhay. Ngayon ko lang naramdaman to. Sa tingin ko di ko naman talaga kailangan pumasok sa isang relationship para maging masaya dahil may mas masaya, ang pagiging kontento sa mga taong nakapaligid sakin at kailanman ay di matatapos ang pagmamahal namen sa isa't isa. UNDYING LOVE. yess. :))

"Love was undoubtedly one of the things capable of changing a person's whole life, from one moment to the next. But there was the other side of the coin, the second thing that could make a human being take a totally different course from the he or she had planned; and that was called despair. Yes, perhaps love really could transform someone, but despair did the job more quickly".

--Paolo Coelho. 11 Minutes

02.04.08

Umaga pa lang badtrip nako, kase umiyak talaga ako kagabi. Di kase ako makatulog. Yung celfone ko lang nagpapatulog sakin. tsk! tas umagang umaga sinesermonan nako sa isang bagay na hindi ko magets yung point. Pagdating ko naman sa school, si Justin Marquez naman yung nagpainit ng ulo ko. Hindi naman kase ako game sa nga jokes nya that time. Ayoko ng niloloko kapag seryoso ako, susungitan lang kita. Pero buti nalang sanay na si Justin. Araw-araw ko na atang sinusungitan yun e, hahaha. Di ko alam kung bakit ang dali kong madepress ngayon. Madalas ko na ngang naddescribe ang sarili ko as unpredictable. minsan masaya tas bigla nalang mabwibwiset sa mundo. amp. tanong ko nga kaninang umaga sa sarili ko, "possible kayang baliw nako??" (double question mark talaga).

Ayun, English week ngayon. Nagturo kame ng mga bata. Ahem! sila pala. wala akong masyadong naitulong kase di ko alam kung saan ako sisingit. E sa evaluation ako. :(

i love kids. ang cute nga ni Jonas at Jacob eh :p Naging maayos at mahinahon naman ang mga nangyare.

After breaktime, chemistry ang subject namen. nagreport si rudlof about air chemistry. puro blind items naungkat pati peer pressure [smoking, coming home late, etc.]. hahaha. after niya si verna. about sa soil chemistry naman.

Nakakatuwa. Nagopen-up sakin si Verna Gutlay. Secrets and other stuffs. Madami akong nalaman 'til i found myself saying, "sabi ko na nga ba e, ang galing ko talaga" :)) Ayun, crush niya pala bestfriend ko. :D

[*sigh* di ko lang maintindihan kung bakit may mga taong manloloko at mang gagamit katulad ni **s*y. badtrip. girlfriend niya yung bestfriend ni Verna pero nagagawa padin niyang landiin si Verna. ay nako, mamatay na siya. bastos. amp.]

After lunch:

Yes! di kame nagcomputer. sa auditorium kame [english week's (culminating activities) participants]. Nagpractice kame. Ayus pala ang word hunt. :)) Enjoy. Si Bryce, Julius, Myra at Shobe ang teamates ko. :p

Bago magumpisa nakapgusap kame saglit ng matino ni Katrina. Ayun, napagusapan namen yung kay Mat, tas kinuwento ko din sakaniya na ngayon parang wala nakong pakialam kaso bigla iyang sumingit sa boses na akala mo iritang irita "Mahal mo pa no?" tas sinagot ko siya ng "hindi ko alam." tas bigla ba naman sinabeng "Mahal mo pa yun." haaaaaaaaa? hahaha. okaaaay. pero di, di ko na talaga mahal yun. wala na talaga. minsan nga iniisip ko 'like' lang yun. lagi ko kase naaalala yung quote na "Dont' leave someone you love for someone you like.." eh feeling ko ganon yung nangyare. "..because the one you like will leave you fro the one he loves" EXACTLY. yun talaga yung nangyari. TSK!

Oh well, nakakatawa yung sa spelling. Ubusan. hahahaha. :)) 3rd question sa (category:easy) pa lang ata ubos na sila. kase pagnagkamali, tanggal na.

Syempre pagdating ko sa bahay, itsurang exhausted. Bagsak agad ako sa sofa. Hindi nako nakapagpalit ng damit at di ko na halos naintindi si Daddy kanina. Yea, nandito siya kanina. Monday ngayon e.

when will i break my silence?

2007-08-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

"funny how a man's silence can break a woman's heart into a thousand pieces while a woman's silence can give a man a thousand moments of confusion"

_ the quotation above is tested and proven.

based on my own experience.

"Do you even care that we don't talk anymore?" I'm still seeking for the right answer to that silly question.

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"I know when i am wrong and when i am not. and when im wrong, i apologize. I'm not a prideful person but i know how to respect myself."

translation in tagalog: alam ko kung kelan ako mali at kung kelan HINDI. at kapag mali ako, nagsosorry ako. hindi ako maPRIDE na tao pero alam ko kung pano irespeto ang sarili ko.

translation in spanish: Sé cuando estoy equivocado y sé cuando yo no soy. y cuando estoy equivocado, yo me disculpo. yo no soy una persona orgullosa pero saben cómo respetarme

translation in french: Je sais quand j'ai tort et je sais quand je ne suis pas. et quand j'ai tort, je demande pardon. je ne suis pas une personne de prideful mais je sais me respecter

hindi naman talaga ako mapride na tao. i say sorry sa mga taong nasaktan ko o kapag may nagawa akong mali sa isang tao. at kaya ko naman nasabe na "but i know how to respect myself" kase minsan hindi ako yung palaging mali at palaging ako yung magsosorry dahil alam ko kung kelan ako mali. hindi pride ang tawag dun e. self-respect. basta ang hirap iexplain.

ikwento ko nalang kung baket ko ba sinasabe to. :))

well, ganto kase yan. ilang weeks ko na kase di pinapansin si Miles Villanueva [male, classmate]. tas super dedma lang ako. kahit ano pa yung sabihin niya. tipong di ko na sya nakikita at tipong kaya ko ng mabuhay ng wala siya. gets? eh ayun nga. tas nung shoot day namen for our film, wala siyang pera. tas feeling ko gusto na niya agawin yung iniinom ko. :)) e ayun, buti natiis ko. as in talagang wala akong pake, yung itsura ko. pero deep inside. naiiyak nako na gusto ko syang alukin ng iniinom ko. waahahaha. =) pero ayun, nasunod ang 'mind over heart' saken.

kagabi pala, minasstex ko yung quote sa taas. tas nagtex siya, "uy... ): " yan yung nareceive ko from him. dapat nga di ko rereplyan kaso super nadurog ako dahil dun sa sad face. amp. kaya after a few minutes, ang ginawa ko nalang, sinend ko nalang ulit skaniya yung tinext niya. tas sbe niya 'ano ba?' tas nireplyan ko ng 'ano?' tas sabe niya 'ano b? kung sa tingin mo wala akong pake...' (o wala lng skn to... ata) basta ganun. tas tinanong ko kung ano yung kadugtong nung sinabe nyang iyon tas sbe niya 'wla.basta sorry.' tas ayon, wala nagreply ako dun tas ang unpredictable lang e no. bigla nalang di nagreply. amp. ayoko pa naman ng ganon. parang 'he left me hanging' ganyan yung feeling. bad trip. siguro nireregret na nya na nagsorry siya.

haay. siguro, wala nalang akong dapat pakialam sa kung ano man ang kahihinatnan nung friendship namen.

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magkatex pala kame ni stephen ngayon, tas parang ano lang a. :))

ayon, papunta nga sila ng metroeast kase manonood daw sila ng movie. libre daw ni Miles. tas ayon, tinanong ako ni stephen kung ayaw ko daw kay Miles tas ang sabe ko nalang, "hindi sa ayaw ko sakaniya o sa ugali niya. kase kaya ko naman tanggapin mga kamalian niya e. pero tao lang din ako, hindi lahat kaya kong tiisin kase nasasaktan din naman ako." tas ayon sinabe nga saken ni stephen na magkasama si Miles at Verna. well, gusto ko silang dalawa magkatuluyan. bagay e. hehe. e tapos sabe ni stephen ansaya daw ni Miles. yihee. :)) tas tinanong ako kung kelan daw kame magbabati ni Miles sabe ko nalang 'ewan ko.' tas "okay na siya e. yaan na naten. buti nga masaya siya e. okay na sakin na masaya siya kahet wala ako sa buhay niya. amp.ang drama lang a. hahaha." o diba, ang drama? :)) pero ewan gusto ko sabihin yun e.

actually dapat malungkot ako sa pagkkwento nitong kdramahan nato. pero tawa ako ng tawa ngayon kase may nalaman ako. amp. :))

si Grumo daw nasa bfv. :)) last row. amp. sige, good luck. kasama daw dun sa performing arts na workshop. duh? woo. :)) naalala ko tuloy nung sumali sa starstruck yun--laos! :)) she's really far from what i am. hehe, ansama ko. amp. e nakakatawa kase talaga tong mga sinasabe ni lorraine about her. sobrang asa daw. 'feeling artista e maliit pa sa extra' daw yung si Grumo. ayos no? magkarhyme. nakakaawa nga yung si Grumo e, nalalait lait na naman. :))

sabe ni lorraine "she belongs to the street-like life of showbiz. all the cheap crap are in her airhead. tsk" :)) tas sinabe pa na nagenglish pa daw ang boba. pero at least kahit isang linya lang nakpagenglish pero wrong spelling daw. :)) amp. finorward ko kase yung tex saken ni Grumo noon. :))

she's still a loser kahit ano pang gawin niya. and the more she do something, the more she becomes a social climber. btw. if ever, mababasa ni Mathew Medina to. well, im sorry Mat if im too honest. :)) anyway, go to your honey na. kelangan mo na ng meme :))

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ay nako. mei issue sa isang picture ko sa friendster ::

A L L E L I E - posted 8/4/2007talk to him on his account. not here. do you know what impudence is? if not. go check the dictionary.. you dont belong here. sorry. and one more thing, hndi ikaw yung sinasabihan--ako. wag feeling, okay? HAHA.

-jiNky- - posted 8/1/2007si chandler powh..ndi ikw...haha...

A L L E L I E - posted 7/29/2007-jinky-: huh? sinong kausap mo? :))

-jiNky- - posted 7/27/2007huh?? anu dw?? waha...etuts! ahe,,pro slmt,,

A L L E L I E - posted 7/26/2007chandler? thanks. :)

chandler - posted 7/22/2007 cute nmn

asaness naman no? :)) feeling. amp.

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ako ito e, pake mo?!

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woa. nakakalungkot isipin yung grade ko sa assignments sa geometry. buti 10% lang yun sa general average . pero kahet na. :( pero sige, okay na nga. mataas naman IW at Quizzes ko e. BUTI NALANG TALAGA ganoon. :p masyadong maliit yung fonts. :)) masaya naman tong araw nato kahet na may selosa at backstabber sa paligid ko kanina :)) kelan kaya magugunaw yun. toink! ano yun mundo? :)) NO, NO, NO! feeling nya lang mundo siyaaaa. :)) bayoyoy. amp. :))

waaw. gusto ko talagang teacher si Sir Benjo, as in! ang baet. :) sana siya paren ang teacher namen next year.

ayon, una kameng nagchem kanina. .salamat naman. kase pag kame yung last (girls), groggy as in "GRooOO-GEe". :)). at syempre last kameng nagwall climbing. ang saya nga e, kung hindi lang sana kame nalate. takte. wala man lang tumawag samen dun sa canteen. tsk. sige, fine! :))

onga pala. buti natuwa yung mga kgroupmates ko na nakabasa nung script na hindi tapos. bitin daw. :)) okay ba? :0

ayon, going back sa wall climbing, malapet na competition namen. tas bad trip kase alam kong kaya kong tapusin yung green at red, nanghihina ako. bukod sa hindi maiunat yung right hand ko (hanggang ngayon), wala akong sapat na energy. tsk.

at himala, nagpaload ako ngayon. o diba? hehe. kase weekends lang ako nagppload e.

eto na .. kung bakit ang lupet ng tangina mo? :)) tawa ka nalang.

kase may nagtetex saken. yun yung pinagbigyan ni Chesza Aguilera (3rd year sa UERM ; taking up Nursing ) tas putek. ang kulet. alam mo kung baket? kung anu ano sinasabe. gusto atang makipagrelasyon saken. e duh? feeling? tas ang sabe pa na nagsisimula naman ang lahat sa friends na ang gusto nyang palabasin na we can be more than friends. e hindi nya ba nagegets yung point ko na, ayoko. tsk. kaya nireply ko sakaniya. 'PERIOD!' gets?? amp. :)) tas ang sabe pa niya 'hayaan mo qng patunayan sau na hndi lahat ng guys gago, bgyan m lng aq ng isang chance.. un lang hnhingi ko' (4.21pm) tas 'hyaan mong patunayan sau na hndi lahat gago at manloloko ' (4.23pm). tsk. kulet!! grr. tas ni wala nga akong sinasabe na gago ang guys e.

ang psychotic at ang pathetic, ni hindi nya ako kilala e tas ganon sya. tsk. STOP ME! sa tagalog? TIGILAN MO KO. :)) kay angelica yun db? yung Ms. Flawless ba yun? not sure. :)) BASTA. :))

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nais kong magbigay ng komento sa masstex ng GEMINI ko kahapon. yung ..

...'wala siguro tayong matatawag na manhid na tao kung lahat tayo kayang aminin ang totoong nararamdaman natin.'

yea. tama siya. at sa palagay ko tinamaan si ano dun. :)) basta. diba gemini ko. yeeee. :)) uh. totoo naman yang quotation na yan e. kase minsan may mga taong hindi lang talaga kayang sabihin yung nararamdaman nila sa isang tao kahet na alam nila na nffeel din nila yung nffeel nung isang tao para sakaniya. gets?

tas yung ...

..."any wrong actions done is painful the first time you feel it. and on the repeated action, it hurts harder.. but the law of penetrability states that 'any continuous wrong action done makes a person get hurt but later get used to it.. and eventually, get over it.."

tumpak! ganyan ako e. pero ewan. ganyan nga ba talaga ako? basta alam ko, it's easy for me to move on. weh?? :)) at speaking of moving on, well, nkwento ko na sa gemini ko yung real story about dun sa breakup namen ni Peter. tsktsk. teary-eyed nako nun e. kapag binabalikan ko paren yung mga ganung situation na shnshare ko sa ibang tao, 'it hurts, you know' :)) joke. di nga, may something paren na nakakalungkot. pero wala. ganon talaga. at speaking of,, . eto, nagtex si Peter. :)) nagsorry lang pero nung tinanong ko kung baket, di na nagreply. malamang di naman nakuha nun reply ko. tsk. bat kaya nagssorry yun e almost 3 or 4 months na kameng walang communication. kamusta naman.. :))

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